My Psycho Life With Rockstars
~Part39~
im sorry the past couple chapters were short.i guess ive been busy with exams.algebra 2 had me cluster fucked :D but im gonna try to make this one long as possible for you guys. much love <3 spazz.
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Me and the guys head down stairs to see what that crashing sound was, it almost sounded like the marble counter cracking. Glass shattering from I'm guessing what people would call impact, finally entering the kitchen to see as I guessed the marble cracked.
No one in sight, wondering what exactly happened in here, I'm sure it involved Seth for sure. He's just so weird and I'm not sure who the other person who caused this mess. I see a leather bound bacelet I gave Adam for our 4th month aniversary on the floor. A bit of scarlet liquid coats the bracelet.
I feel the tears run down my face from pain I've masked for so long, the old love hurts just a bit. But I don't get why the bracelet is here. As far as I know Adam was on tour all those nights, how did it get here? I walk slowly in a zombie like state towards the bracelet and hesitate to pick it up. I turn it over to see the engraving of Adam and Alice on the back of it.
My heart sinks when I see it, my whole entire body goes numb all over. Not exactly sure what to do, where am I at? The twilight zone! I continue to stay in the state of feeling numb, I feel pain on my cheek from burning. I feel my cheek to not even realize I just got slapped by something or better yet someone known as Chris.
"Alice are you okay? You zoned out for a moment, you looked like you had a heart attack" Ryan said in an overly concerned voice. I nod, snapping back to reality just a bit though feeling numb.
"You don't look okay. Do you want me to carry you to your room" Kenny asks in an eager voice.
I just shake my head at him and say in a soft almost weeping voice "No, I'll be okay."
"Can I be alone?" I ask softly. Tears breaking there way through my eyes, I bite my lower lip softly. Contemplating on how does Adam fit in this. What am I missing? It doesn't make any sense. The guys disperse accept for one, though to my surprise it's Brandon.
"Don't expect me to leave" Brandon says in a soft voice. I smile at that and he says again "Hey look I made you smile, one up for me."
I laugh at his sillyness and nudge him in the shoulder and look back at the bracelet I gave to my ex. "I don't get why this is here" I reply to him and show him.
"Did you make this? What is it?" Brandon clearly lost.
I tell him and he just shakes his head at me "He's an ass hole Alice. You never deserved that from him."
I smile at his comment and reply with a simple "Thank you Brandon."
"Don't say thank you. He's the one who messed up and now your gonna have a better chance to start fresh in England" he says.
'Should I tell Brandon about what Seth told me? On how it's just a lie?' I ask in my head. For once my mind replys with 'Yes! tell him, he needs to know' I shake the thoughts from my head and plaster a fake smile on my face.
I hear Kenny screaming from the game room and Ryan saying "Yeah paybacks a bitch aint it?"
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<3 spazz
okay i did the best i could...well i left a good thinking thought on how Adam is maybe possibly involved with the shit.to be honest it came to me.well comment on how you may think Adam may be involved.plz?
