Thug Cupid (bwwm) {Rewriting}

In death she drowns

{WARNING: May or may not trigger. Dark content and ect.}

#YouveBeenWarned

Chapter 15

*Rose's pov*

I dreamed Aiden was holding me and that his big strong arms where holding me like when we were kids.

He was probably the only guy in my life not trying to hurt me.

I felt someone's hand and I woke up to Anteros sleeping next to me with his hand in mine.

I wonder what makes him different from the rest.

My phone vibrated saying I got a message.

Checking to see it was Aiden I read the text.

"Plane just landed see you soon love." I read his text and a minute later I get another.

"O and text me your address my lil 🌹." which I immediately replied with.

"Otay can't wait to see yah flowah boy! 😘 xoxo" I sent my text before feeling a hand squeeze mine.

I turned and saw a drowsy Anteros.

"Hey how long have ya been awake?" I looked at his hand in mine.

"Long enough to see you texting him!" He said him with so much distaste.

I was actually taken back by his words.

"You have no right to talk!" I snapped surprising myself.

"Well I do have a right to know why you have androphobia? Yeah I know about your fear of men. Why are certain guys aloud to touch you?" His eyes burning my soul.

I squeezed the sheets and lowered my gaze.

Taking a deep breath I looked back into his eyes and told him everything.

{WARNING It's not pretty}

((quick note of you listen to the song it's not suppose to be like uh religious... You'll see y))

=Flashback=

I'm only twelve and I'm already taking care of two people. My sister and father.

He sleeps on the couch all day passed out from bets with his friends.

He always acted good around mother and if he tried hurting me around her she would protect me.

My little sister she didn't look much like mom and me but she looks so much like Tata. Her eyes green with detest just like his.

My mother loved me unconditionally and worked almost 24/7 for us.

So that left me to my demise. During Tata's card nights he'd get drunk and bet the money for the bills away.

When he lost...well he would let his 'friends' fondle and touch me instead of paying.

If I refused he'd slap me and hold me down while they touched me.

One night I tried hiding and when he found me.... He took a cigarette and held it close to my eye I wanted to scream and I knew if I cried he'd enjoy it more so I held it together.

He said I could make it up to him I could be his good girl.

I nodded my head and said I'd be good.