What's wrong with me? (TVD fanfic)

"Pinky Swear?"

“Damon, I know you won’t believe a word I’m about to say but it’s the honest truth and I pray that you’ll at least believe some of it. I love you Damon. I’ve loved you since day one. The minute I saw you I knew I had to know you. Damon Salvatore I don’t think you quite understand how much you mean to me.” My face was straight no tears no smile just pure seriousness. He needs to believe this.

“Elle, I believe you. I really do but I think you need to at least figure out why you were thinking about him" He wrapped his arms around me and comforted me. Whispering sweet nothings against my hair. 

Damon's actually really sweet once you break down his walls and he begins to trust you. I Love Him I really do. I'd do anything to make him happy.

I guess that went better than expected. I thought he’d go absolutely mad and call me a slut or something? Hmm. I need to know what’s up with me. I get these rolling black outs and feel dizzy all the time and now I’m practically screaming Tyler’s name? The fuck.

Overthinking sucks.

*Flash Back*

“Tyler I’m scared” Tears were streaming down my face and my cheeks were burning red.

“Elle. I’ve known you since you were little and you’ve know me since you were born. You don’t have to be scared I won’t tell anyone and we can stop whenever you want. I promise.” He spoke softly whilst placing his hands on either side of my face and tracing circles on my cheeks.

I let out a quiet whimper and nodded. Our lips locked and things heated up quickly. I wish I would’ve worn some sexy lingerie but unfortunately this wasn’t planned. Tyler’s hands roamed up and down my back and before I could even oppose my bra was off…

I feel like a whore. Why did i sleep with him? 

"Elle baby come back to bed?" Tyler wailed from his room.

I did what I do best. I ran. 

Once i reached home i showered for a good hour at least trying to scrub the memories away from my skin.

*End Of Flash Back*

“Shit!”

“Elle you best not be cursing!” Aunt Jenna screamed up the stairs.

God I wish she’d just leave me alone for a sec while I figure this out. Tyler and I had sex. About three months ago? Give or take. Why would Damon want a virgin? He obviously has experience and I didn’t until that night. When was my last period?

Fuck Fuck Fuck.

“Lena get your Ass up here now” I screamed and received a quick response from Jenna telling me to shut up and clean my mouth out.

The sound of footsteps echoed through the house and Elena practically broke my door down. Her face full of concern and worry.

“Elle what’s up? Tell me now. I can help.” She spoke so fast I hardly understood a word she said but I presume it was along the lines of ‘what’s wrong’.

“Lena, Don’t freak out. I may have slept  with someone  a couple months ago and…I haven’t got my period and I think I might be pregnant or something I don’t know. Don't tell anyone please, even Stefan he can't know! Pinky Swear?” Strangely I was pretty calm. I always figured if this ever happened it be crying and screaming but I’m taking it pretty damn well.

We pinky sweared and Elena Promised not to tell anyone until we figuered out what I was going to do...

~2 hours later~

Seven pregnancy tests later and it was confirmed. I’m pregnant and it’s Tyler’s kid. What am  I supposed to do? I'm too young to raise a baby. How do i tell Ty? So many questions are running through my head and i have no way of answering them. I have to tell  him, but what about Damon?... 

[A/N sorry its short but im trying to figure ou where i want this to go]