What's wrong with me? (TVD fanfic)

This isn't a normal pregnancy.

Since Damon proposed things have gotten hectic, I woke up in the garden last night! With a shovel no less, it looked like I was digging a bloody grave for myself again. Bonnie came over last night and we had a rather long chat about what this could be, she told me something. It was disturbing to say the least. “Only one Gilbert girl shall remain.” Only Bonnie and I know about this, we’ve been putting in a plan of action in case what she says results in death. In which case I’ll be fed vampire blood until I am resuscitated and Elena will be fed blood too though I’ll have to find a way to get her of vervain long enough to get Katherine to compel her to forget her ingesting it.

Fortunately for me Katherine’s already offered to turn me countless amounts of times, I’ll just have to bed her to give me the offer again. The last week has been spent chasing Kat around and looking for a solution to stop all these black outs. Bonnie has one but I doubt I’ll let her go along with it. Slowly I reached down into my bedside cabinet and pulled out my diary, long time no see old friend.

Dear Diary,

Long-time no speak. I missed you. I missed having a place to write all my inner thoughts and deep secrets. A place where I could reveal everything and not have to keep it bottled up anymore.

Lia still resembles a two year old, though she’s certainly grown a couple of inches since her last check-up with Meredith. That’s probably her dormant wolf side creeping in. Ty says that since she comes from a powerful tribe obviously through his genes that she may not have to trigger the ‘curse’ for her wolf side to begin showing. She might just turn one day and if she does I don’t know what I’ll tell her. Obviously she knows she’s ‘different’ but I don’t know how you explain to a child who yes is very clever and understands the most difficult things that she is a werewolf.

I’m starting to worry about my little Salvatore to, I shouldn’t be feeling kicks at this stage. I should still have a barely noticeable belly but over this past two weeks while I’ve been actually getting up and moving to keep my organs going since I feel like they’ll shut down every two seconds, my stomach has doubled in size. In real life I’m probably around 2 months pregnant but I look like I’m around 4 months gone. It’s strange, I’ve only just been able to fit into normal clothes again but now I’m being forced back into those ugly maternity pants. Elena has it much much worse though. She’s currently 18 weeks pregnant, I only know that because I was 10 weeks behind when Meredith announced it. She’s huge. I kid you now she’s like a whale right now. That baby of hers is gonna be a chunky thing. She barely fits into maternity clothes. Mer said that we should expect her to pop soonish, which is scary considering that if the baby is human (I doubt it) He’ll be way to underdeveloped to survive…

Anyway, I can’t write about it anymore I can’t bare the thought. So I’ll leave you with that! I’ll write again soon hopefully!

-xox Elle.

Slyly I put my diary back where I’d retrieved it from. I didn’t want anyone including Damon knowing where to find it. Some of the first things I wrote in it this year were about how gorgeous he is and he’s already pig headed so I doubt he needs the confidence boost!

“Hey baby sister! How’s the bundle goin?” Since when did Elena call me baby sister? It’s all those hormones.

“The peanuts good, what about your big guy? Don’t tell me you’re not going to push him into playing football when he’s older?! Stefan would love that.” I could hardly refer to her balloon belly as small, maybe calling her baby a ‘big guy’ was offensive? Shit.

“Yeah the big guy’s alright, big for sure but healthy. I’m not sure what we’ll do. How hectic is it going to be round here with a toddler, a new-born and a pregnant girl!? I’m dreading it!” I love my sister. She always knows how to make me laugh.

My Loud laugh echoed through the boarding house, it didn’t help that my congested nose had managed to force a snort out of me. Any moment now and someone will come bursting in to make a laughing stock outta me.

With a smash, bang and a crash my thought came true, in came Lexi. Obviously here for her usually couple of month visit. I Love Lexi. She’s one of my best friends. Other than Katherine and Elena and maybe Care and Bon she’s the only other girl friend I have…I get on better with the opposite sex ok?  Plus she’s always liked me better than Elena, which makes her good in my books.

“Lexi-poo help a pregnant chick up? Come on get me outta bed so I can hug you and we can do all the hand on belly pregnancy shit.”

“LANGUAGE ELLE! There’s a baby sleeping in there you know?” she gestured towards my stomach. God I love her, even her over the top streaks make me cry with laughter.

I stood up like a new-born giraffe, my legs were shaking, safe to say this isn’t a normal pregnancy. When I was pregnant with Emelia I literally had no problems for a long long time, granted I did drink a hell of a lot that probably affected her movement. Lexi slowly moved her arms toward my stomach and gently place a hand down on my bump. Just to prove it was no ordinary pregnancy the baby kicked. Like a footballer may I add? At this stage I should feel nothing but instead I feel like a punching bag.

Lexi’s face lit up with pure joy, tears ran down her face and she pulled me in to a killer hug. I’ll never understand why Damon doesn’t like her, I mean how can you not? She’s amazing. Everything about her screams friendly, even her weird vampire face is adorable! Everyone I like Damon hates. It’s hard being friends with people when the person you love the most hates them. Take Katherine for example, he tolerates her. Though given the chance he would rip her throat out…if he could catch her that is.

“Satisfied? You do know it shouldn’t even be kicking yet!” I tried using the friendliest tone ever, I didn’t want it to sound like I was shouting at Lexi but lately it seems all I do is shout or scream.

“The Little Buggers definitely not human! I can tell you that right now, no need for a PHD. I’m suspecting you to pop it out in a month maybe two at this rate. Which means SHOPPING TIME!” God I love her. She always knows how to deliver news and then make it all better. So what it may be a vampire? I could do with another, it’s not like I can’t handle the ones I have! 

{Lexi's back! Honestly she's one of my all time favourite characters so i couldnt keep her dead but guess what? the babies are soon to be here! Not mega soon but it wont be long knowing mystic falls}