But I'm not that girl. Not the one that he'll hold when she's sad. Not the one that he loves so very much.
And I'll never be that girl. You know why?
I'm not her. And I will never ever be her. Because, as much as I would like to, I can't change me. I can't be the perfect Barbie doll that he wants me to be.
I wish I could. I really do. I wish I could make him love me, like I want him to. I wish I could. I wish.
I wish a lot of things that won't come true. Adalyn, maybe, can move, and long-distance relationships are hard.
Dylan will finally love me. Accept me.
But, oh god, I'm so tired of trying to get him when I can't. But it's not like I can help myself. I can't, really.
As soon as I try, he talks to me again. I can't get over him and his ridiculous relationship when he makes me love him all over again.
But what a silly crush. Crush, I guess. But it goes far deeper than a crush.
But that's it. We're nothing but friends.
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Only Friends
RomanceEver since high school started, I've been unknown in the world of sophomore popularity. The only friend I have, Dylan Hood? He's quirky and nice and we have known each other since either of us can remember. The only problem. I have a major crush. Of...
