We're Better when we're Together

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Perfect Daughter, Alliah Dennise Montecillo. Also known as Iya, Binigay na ata talaga sakin yang coronang yan may kasama pang sash na The Prim and Proper. Ako, hindi naman ako spoiled brat pero nabibigay naman lahat ng gusto at pangangailangan ko, sobra-sobra pa nga eh duh I'm a Montecillo, my surname is everything in Cebu,  my uncles are Politician, my Papi naman (lolo on mother side) is a Businessman, while dad is an engineer, he owns a firm and a real estate company kung saan kapartner namin ang company nila Ivan, kaya as much as possible i should maintain a good image at sa parteng yon alam kong hindi pa ko nag fail. 

Si Alliah, that 5'8 tall girl, skinny legs and thigh gap, fair skin, long straight hair, ace of their Class, yan si Alliah.... Dapat matalino, dapat mabait, dapat friendly, dapat responsible, dapat ganyan, dapat ganito to the point na nakakapagod na, nakakasawa na. Hindi naman strict sila mommy but still who am i to disobey? 

this is my biggest pretend.

Sa mundong 'to mahirap talaga ang magpapakatotoo kaya paminsan we chose to be something we're not to the point that we forget who we really are.   

Ngayong wala na ako sa Cebu i feel like a could be everything, I could enjoy simple things, wala nang nag-aantay kung kelan ako magkakamali. As much as possible I wanted to to be lowkey, malayo sa mata ng mga tao, noong nasa Cebu pa ako hindi ako maakalis sa mga mapanuring mata nila ang bawat galaw ko.

"you received your papers now.. okay good. ang highest natin ay si Miss Montecillo, perfect right?"

napatingin ang mga classmates ko sakin, pangatlong perfect na tong quiz na 'to ngayong araw, I kinda hate that they're staring, nakakailang. 

"Brainy mo talaga friend, manlibre ka naman!!!!" pagbibiro ni Coleen, napatingin ako sa kanya, nung nasa Cebu kami walang nagbibiro saakin ng ganyan, maybe because some girls doesn't feel comfortable around me. Ngumiti rin ako sa kanya. 

After class na receive ko yung text ng prince charming niyo!!! 

Annoying monkey 

5:48pm

Hindi na kita masusundo may second try-out ng soccer ngayon mag-taxi ka na lang

as if naman gusto ko siyang makasama umuwi psh, buti na lang dahil ayoko rin naman masira ang araw ko. Simula nung nagaway kami ni Ivan noong inantay ko siya at hindi niya raw ako mahanap napagkusapan nanamin na kung hindi niya ako mahahatid magtaxi na lang daw ako, eh pwede naman pala ganon eh bakit hindi na lang maging ganon ang set up namin araw-araw do i really have to go to school with him every day?

Pagkalabas ko ng gate ng school rush hour na at medyo ma-traffic na din, ibang iba talaga ang Manila, ang hirap pa kumuha ng taxi unlike sa Cebu hindi ganito ka traffic almost one hour na ko naghihintay. 

pinara ko yung taxi na dumaan at tumigil naman ito, thank God! 

palapit na ako sa taxi ng may biglang nagbukas ng pinto at pumasok. gaddamit!!!

I swear my face turned red, gusto kong sigawan yung lalaking nangagaw nung taxi ko, alam kong pigil na pigil na ko because im in a public place, ayokong magmukang tanga dito

"ASS HOLE!!"

"Thank you someone said it for me" I blurted out of conscious as I turned around, a guy is standing behind me. 

"you're welcome" bigla akong nahiya, why  did I say that out loud?? 

Taga school din siya yellow yung lace ng ID niya he's probably from the marketing department?? Nakabaliktad yung id niya so hindi ko makita yung pangalan pero may picture na nakaipit. matangkad siya pero di nagkakalayo yung height namin, nakakahiya gusto kong kainin na lang ng lupa ngayon.