Her Side Of The Story

Remember Those Things?

We were together. Anytime. Anywhere.

We studied together. We went through failure and success.

We ate together. We tasted each other's meals.

We laughed so hard it made my stomach hurts sometimes.

We cried together over bad things.

I wiped away your tears. You wiped away my fears.

We sang a song together. No matter how bad our voices were.

We made a joke about each other. No one get offended.

We told stories about each other. Shocking ones.

We gave advices to each other. And it worked.

We supported each other. We were supportive like cheerleaders.

We taught each other many things.

We tried new things together. And it was worth it.

We hugged. And it gave me strength.

We talked. About family, friends, lovers, haters, everything.

I told you my secrets. So did you.

You'd lift me up when I'm feeling down.

I'd do exactly the same to you.

You gave me two wonderful years.

You gave so many colors to my life.

It was like a thousand rainbows.

It was you and me against all odds.

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I cried so many tears when we went to different paths.

I want us to be together 'till the end.

I was afraid we would grow up and be a different person.

It was always been about US.

Not me.

Not you.

Where all those 'We' things now?

What had happened to 'US'?

Why do 'I' and 'You' always mentioned lately?

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Now I get to think I don't know you as much as I do in the past.

You're not you anymore. And I'm not me anymore.

I don't even know do you still remember about us.

Do you remember things we've been through together?

I don't know will you laugh at our jokes again.

I'm not sure about who am I to you anymore.

Am I just your past?

Didn't we said that we were bestfriends?

Then why don't we do the bestfriends things?

Did those two years mean anything to you?

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You tell me things I don't understand.

You're not telling me your secrets anymore.

You keep secrets from me.

You're close to me but I can't reach you.

I don't know who's changing.

Is it you or me who changes?

I tried so hard to be the same person.

But our world is just like the fire and water.

I'm feeling like we're getting further and further each day.

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There were no awkward silence between us.

We talked, talked, and talked about things.

But it seems different now.

I'm running out of ideas.

I don't know any jokes to tell.

I'm not interested in your story about your world.

I feel like I don't need to tell you anything about my world.

Is that mean I'm the one who have changed?

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Sometimes I feel guilty.

Other times I think you're guilty too.

Can we fix this?

Can we go through another year together just like we used to?

I don't know the answer.

One thing I'm sure of.

I'll always be proud to say that you are my bestfriends, my second family.

No matter how good or bad the condition at the time.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

Yeah, this is me rambling about my high school friends. I love them with every breath that I take and I just miss them so much it hurts.

Sigh.