I Am Psycho

Sorry

I could still taste her, but I start remembering Anna and her words, her actions, her voice...
But, they must be coming after me if Anna's doing this. "Loui, why are you acting so different?" I smile at her still in my arms, I feel her body heat up. "Nevermind." She darts her head down. I sigh, I know my work isn't done yet with the Archers. We sit in Jarrett's car waiting for him, until I see Edith walking inside with Anna close behind her.

Now if there's anything you want to know about her, is that she has alot of power with the law, and not the legal kind. I rest my hand on Trinity's knee, I felt her flinch. "Anna is really dumb, she can't find anyone on her own, nor kill." I mumbled resting my head on her shoulder. "Ummm, who's." Before she could answer, I interrupt her with a slight squeeze on her thigh. "Trinity, what you are going to see is a psychotic me, who dearly cares for you. I'm a killer, serial, in fact, trying to find out who my mother is and why they want me dead." She laughs, then looks at my face and goes silent.

She starts inching towards the door and trys to open it, but I stop her, pulling her into a tight hug. "Oh heeelll no!" She starts yelling and squirming, but can't escape. "It's too late, you can't leave now." I kiss her head.

Trinity soon stops looks up at me. "So you just confessed that you tried to kill Maximvs?" I nod trying to hold on to the taste of her lips. "Why-wait nevermind." She quickly catches on, I like that.

Jarrett steps inside the car, slamming the door, then faces me. "Loui, I need you to get adopted and fast, which is why I have just the family willing." He starts the car and speeds off. Trinity stays silent in my arms, but drifts off. I look out the window to an unfamiliar place. Jarrett gets out of the car, and goes up the steps of a yellow house with a shiny dark wood porch.

"Loui." Trinity whispers. "I know this is like super stupid, but I want to go with...you." She can't go with me, that would kill her if they found out. "No." I say sternly and try to push her off me, but she holds on to me tight. I look at her, her lips are already on mine. Without hesitation I kiss her back, my body on hers, I break the kiss and drop her on the seat. She grabs my shirt, her eyes watery. "I thought it would work." She forces a smile. "Loui, I can't let you leave me again. Why do you keep going without me." She looks like she's in a different place, her eyes seem like a pool of water about to overflow.

"What did I ever do to you, why are you such a bitch, you have no morals do you little girl. Making people feel so useless, eww, such an ugly thing, like a frog and a rat hybrid. You dont know me! I WAITED FOR THREE YEARS! YEARS TO FIND A FRIEND! SITTING ALONE ON A BENCH EVERY SINGLE DAY, THINKING OF THE PERSON WHO HAD TO LEAVE ME! We were like sisters..." Tears start flowing out of her eyes, she doesn't stop them. "I didn't ask for this... I was dumb back then, I just want to start over...or just die." Her words catch me off guard, die...did she try to kill herself? "Don't die Trinity, I need you." She snaps out of it, her face emotionless, she waves me off.

As much as I love you, I know this is wrong. I come close to her and rest my head on her shoulder, ignoring how wet she was getting me.

"I'm sorry baby." I whisper.

She sits there, staring off into the distance. Jarrett hurries over, pulling me away from Trinity. "Here he is, please take good care of him! Loui please be good to them." He then pushes me towards them and gets back in his car, screeching his tires in attempt of leaving quickly.

"Well come in, dont be scared." The woman, clearly in her fifties, opens the door in a welcoming manner. It starts to rain lightly, looking up to the barely there clouds, I could of sworn I heard Trinity say my name.

Walking inside the house, I could tell someone died by the extra room that was fully furnished. The room was filled with books and clothes on the floor that looked untouched, I headed towards the bed to have a nice long talk with myself about my life. "Loui, my name is Dori by the way." She leans on the door frame, looking around the room she places her gaze back on me. "You're going to a new school, if you hadn't lived in this neighborhood before then you are..." She smiles weakly. "Sorry for the mess." She leaves the room quickly, and slams her door down the hallway.

Turning the light off in the room, I take off my clothes and sleep in the grey bed. "How depressing." I let my mind take off into dream world.
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"Where are you Trinity!" My voice breaking. "Trinity please!" I look around the woods in hopes of seeing her. "Loui, why did you leave me." Her voice felt so close, but no where to be seen. "Trinity I love you, and only you." I see her standing on a rock looking down. "Loui, why do you love me." I hug her as tight as I could, never wanting to leave her. "I love you because you remind me of...my mother." She is silent and closes her eyes. "I need you." I trace my fingertips on her jaw, but feel nothing. Why do I feel so nervous all the sudden, and the urge to kiss her was unbearable. I needed to feel her again, placing my index finger on her lips I come closer, there was nothing there. No taste. No feeling.

I pull away looking at someone else, turning around to see Trinity staring at us, emotionless she backs away into someone elses arms. I try calling out her name, but the girl turns my head towards her. "Just forget about her,your with me babe." Her words angered me to a level of evil like none I've been through before. Looking into her eyes, I stop instantly when seeing green orbs dilate at mine. As much as I wanted to kill her, I couldn't. Not that I didn't want to I just couldn't. She kisses me, I just stand there blank, while she squeezes me into her embrace. "I need you." She sighs, I try to squeeze the life out of her.

She's gone, I'm alone again.
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