I Am Psycho

Trapped

I imagined the rain as rose petals as I continue my walk to nowhere. Something to keep me awake, or sane.

It was all getting too rough for me. So many questions going unanswered, and multiple worlds are about to be binded with mine.

Where is everyone?

Why am I alone?

The rain returns, pelting me as it gets harder, I can't see too far ahead of me.

I stop at a bus stop and sit under it's awning. "Its freezing." I moan, a chilling breeze goes through along with droplets of rain splashing my feet.

I can hear footsteps coming closer, as I stand to run, a strong light hits me in the face, staggering me. Then a stinging pain hits me in the shoulder.

Black.

I open my eyes to a luxurious room. Masterpieces on the wall, a loveseat placed in the corner with a small bookcase flaunting it. The bed I lay on a king size fit for four people, it's sheets a creme color with white gold swirls embroidered it. "Umm..." I say confused as to how I got here.

The opens to Lou holding a cup of orange juice. I'm thirsty as blast right now. He probably knows that.

"Trin." He pops smirking. "Why are you selling me?" I snap, his eyes widen for a second. "Who told you that?" I don't answer, he sits the glass down on a coffee table. "Fate." He simply says coming closer to me, I can't move. "Why are you doing this?!" He lays his hand on mine, "I haven't done anything...yet." I sigh, wishing something miraculous would happen.

"You hurt me Trinity...this is your fault." What the hell! How is this my fault, he slapped me and locked me in a room! He grabs my cross, failing to take it off. "I hate you." I whimper, feeling hot tears well up in my eyes. He lets go of the cross and turns my head that I'm looking at him directly. "You'll regret that." He leaves the room, slamming the door behind him. It's the first day of school and I'm already a laughing stock. Plus I'm a hostage.

I just feel helpless, I just want to leave this world and find beautiful things like butterflies, and gifs of silhouettes standing in the rain...shame.
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The moonlight lit the ballroom in a fantasy like way. Glitter evident in the air, the man wearing a mask comes towards me, his green eyes sparkle with mystery.

Something isn't right though, I look around the room.

Nothing.

I'm in a room. More of a cell, it's cold and lonely. "Where is he?" I hear myself say, but where am I? I'm not here.

Who am I?

"Pyscho!" I yell.

"Who said that?" The words fall out of my mouth, I can't control them.

"You know you did." I say somewhat far away.

What?

"You killed them."

Who did I kill?!

"I am."

I am?

You are...

"Mind."

I....

"You can believe what you want to believe. To believe is to know. To know is to live it. To believe it. To live it. It is your mindset, you are the mind."

I am.

"Psycho."

I am psycho
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I stand up.

Silence.

"At least." I yawn getting out of bed. I know one thing I'm not gonna do, which is go to school. I rush to the door and look for that door. Easy. It was just down the hallway, as I click open the door, the bad memories flood back in with, the I don't know you crap. I brush it off and hurry to put in my cross. Wait a minute, how is it that no one else can take it off but me? Oh well, I can think about it later.

Once the plate slides to reveal the opening, I take my courage and build it up. "Here we go!" And with that I'm inside this mystical land of pink trees, and sweet smelling air. Plus the grass tastes great, since I fell on my face, yum!

A bunch of blue and red birds come soaring to me, singing a pretty song. "Hello birds." I greet, I've now gotten comfortable in the soft grass, watching as the array of colors dance all around me. They can't have this in Disney World, do they?

Doe start to bounce towards me, I am greeted by their wet noses. The largest one stands tall in front of me, steed like. I take that as a sign to hop on. I'm surprised at how much bravery I have. Once I'm on, the doe and birds follow us to who knows where. I really hope this isn't a dream!

We slow down once we reach a field of flowers and a small home aligned with a flowing stream of water. The birds nest on top of the house and quiet down as if going into slumber.

"Trinity." I'm startled, the low voice behind me sounds familiar. I turn to face the same man who tried to kill me yesterday. He stands tall as sparkles glint off him, giving him a fantasy like aura. The doe gather round him, "You are quite something, you know that." He takes one step in my direction, I try to take one step back but a vine has its grasp on my ankle, I fall. "Who are you?" I whisper loud enough for him to hear. He just smiles, bearing his long sharp fangs, "Your worst nightmare."

The vine grows, spreading onto my body. I try to tear it apart but it's not working. "Stop, please!" I yell, fighting it as spreads to my face. He tilts his head, "Tell me what it feels like to die inside."

The vines enter my mouth constricting me, my heart beats slower and slower till there is no more. My vision blurry, till there is no light to be seen.

I guess my times up.

Silence. A silence so sinister the word silence isn't enough to describe it.

It's dead.

"No it's not."

Huh.

"How does it feel."

Who are you!

"I am you."

No.

"You killed them."

No...

"As much as you try to escape it you can't."

No!

"You killed your own family!"

I didn't!

"You did."

It wasn't me!

"Then who am I?"

You!

"I am."

Psycho?

"You are."

I suppose I am.

I mean, since I can't do anything else I might as well be. Am I even dead! I don't know yet.

Woah woah woah!

What is this! How did I get here? Flowers everywhere... Amazing!
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The first bell already rung, so where is she? I don't smell her anywhere etheir. She must be running late or something...

I walk over to first period, ignoring everyones presence.

"Hey Loui." I don't have to look up to know who's speaking, I could tell by his blood. "Yes?" I sigh heavily not looking at him. "Why so hostile!? Just a hello would be nice." Lou lifts my chin then winks at me, I feel flattered and upset at the same time. My eyes go wide, "Stop being weird!" I slap his hand away. "I ship it!" A random girl yells then scurried out the classroom. Lou snickers, "Have you seen Trinity?" The same thing I was going to say, now has an answer. "She isn't here." I click my tongue, Lou sits down next to me. The teacher comes in, setting manila folders down on her desk. I still can't smell her, worry is placing itself in me.
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