Broken

Chapter 11

My pov

I run into the hospital not caring that my appearance wasn't perfect. I had to make sure he was ok. He had to be there was no other option. I go up to the desk and look around frantically. Why wasn't anyone helping me.

"Kylie. Kylie?!" Harry says, my eyes meet his green ones and I see the others in the corner of the waiting room. I breath in trying to slow my pulse down.

"How is he.. Anything?" I ask.

He looks at me and shakes his head no as we go over to the others.

"He's over there they won't let us see him. We're not family." Liam says.

I look over at the white cloth drapes separating multiple beds with moaning and sleeping patients. Nurses and doctors periodically checking them, but mostly just walk by.

"I'm getting over there." I say, determined no one would stop me.

"Wait you can't just go." Harry says objecting by putting his hand lightly on my arm.

"Please I have to try." I say, looking into his piercing green eyes.

He lets his hand fall back to his side in defeat and nods. I slowly make my way over to the beds. Making sure no one saw me doing it. I just needed to see if he was ok.

I quickly check each bed cringing as some people moan in pain because of missing bleeding limbs or gashes on their arms or legs. That one reminded me of Harry.. I see a small girl her hair was gone, and she had oxygen in her nose to breath. She smiles up at me and I wave a little.

"Are you looking for someone?" She asks, softly.

"Yes I am. Don't tell anyone I'm kind of not supposed to be here, but maybe you could help." I say, looking into her chocolate brown eyes.

"I'll try my best." She says, whispering.

"Have you seen a guy with blonde hair with a swollen knee by any chance? He's hurt so they put him in here somewhere." I say.

She smiles and nods.

"He's right next to me. You would've found him even if I wouldn't of told you." She says, letting out a small giggle.

"Thank you so much." I say.

She looks up at me with curious eyes.

"Do you love him? Or is he just a friend your visiting ?" She asks.

The question takes me by surprise and I search my mind for an answer.

"I um don't really know.. It's kind of confusing." I say, going over to the edge of the curtain that separated her and Niall.

"Oh that makes sense. My advice is be yourself even if it's confusing he'll like you for who you are." She says, yawning.

I nod and wave bye as I slip into Niall's space. The heart monitor beeps signaling that he was stable. His eyes were closed and his chest moved up and down peacefully with sleep. I got over and take his hand. Tears come to my eyes.

He is my best friend and I wasn't there to help. I felt like a complete idiot for it too. I sigh and lightly kiss his hand. Niall you fight to get better. I stop myself thinking about the little girl. She had it worse. I had read the clipboard on her bed post that said terminal cancer.

She was fighting for every little breath. And here I was worried about Niall's knee. No matter how small or big though that was just me. I would always be that way. Suddenly Niall squeezed my hand so tightly I'm afraid He's going to break it.

His eyes shoot open and he looks around seeing me.

"Niall are you ok?" I ask.

His eyes dart from me and then to the open space. He doesn't answer and I feel someone's firm arm go on my shoulder. I see Harry his eyes saying I needed to go. Niall's eyes are red and teary.

"You said you wouldn't leave! Kylie you said you wouldn't leave!!!!!!!" He yells at the top of his lungs as Harry pulls me back making me loose my balance as I fall to the firm floor. His arms are still around me as he bends down seeing if I'm ok.

I see people rushing in white coats to Niall's side. Harry's deep low voce sounds slow. Alarms go off high pitched but everything is in slow motion. The sounds were fading in and out as my vision blurs on the side.

I'm pulled up quickly as Harry leads me back to the waiting room. I try to stand by myself but almost fall over. Harry steadies me as Liam runs to get an ice pack.

"Love you're ok." Harry says softly into my ear. It vibrates in my ear as he rubs my shoulders gently.

"What--- happened--" I ask still dazed.

"You just fell you have a small cut but nothing major." Louis says, standing up motioning for me to take his seat. I wave it off letting him have the seat. Liam runs back with the ice pack in his hand.

Harry takes it and gently places it on the side of my forehead. I cringe wanting him to stop because of the pain.

"Shhh.. Love it's ok." Harry says, his other hand still rubbing my shoulder. A wave of tiredness hits me. I wasn't this tired before, but what could I expect with 1 major incident. It always got me one way or another.

My eyes droop and I hear Harry's low voice lulling me until my eyes close and everything faces away into darkness...

I open my eyes to feel warm arms wrapped around me lightly. My back aches from the hard uncomfortable hospital chair I had been sleeping in.

I look to see Harry his eyes are closed and he breaths peacefully.

I smile leaning my head against his shoulder looking out at the bustling nurses and doctors. We were still here after all this time and couldn't see Niall.. I sigh and see that Liam is holding a plastic cup filled with water for me.

"Thanks." I say, taking it and sipping some of it. The water feels nice down my sore throat and I hand it back to him once I'm finished. He smiles and sits in the empty seat to my right.

"How are you doing?" He asks.

I look at him for a second thinking of an answer. I'm great beside the fact that I hurt Niall again. Also the fact that my heart felt more torn than ever, but was leaning more towards Harry at the moment.

"I'm doing ok, I guess." I say.

He smiles a little.

"Well, don't beat yourself up over Niall. He was kind of out of it last night. He might still be, but I know whatever you do he will respect your decision." Liam says, looking out in the waiting room towards the beds.

I nod sadly. My mind was just to messed up to think anything right now. I needed to straighten it out, but something about helping Harry.. It just kept tugging on my heart. Niall too.. It was just to hard to sort out...

"Just go back to sleep. I'll wake you up if there's any news."

Liam says, smiling.

I nod and close my eyes as I fade away into darkness once again...