*Next Day*
I spent the night at Rhaea’s house and she invited Chloe over and we had a little sleepover. I explained my whole situation to them, from my mom leaving to what happened mere hours before.
They told me they would be there for me, and that’s what I really need. The only part I didn’t tell them was about my sister, I can't that’s why.
Rhaea drove me home in the morning so I could get dressed and then we all drove to Starbucks.
After Starbucks we drove to school, obviously. When we got there we saw the guys but there were two new boys, bringing the three guys to five now. We walked up to them, Chloe and Rhaea greeting there boys with a kiss and me to just say hi.
"Girls these are our friends, they transferred here. This is Liam and this is Niall." Louis said pointing to the inked boys.
Rhaea, Chloe and I all said hi to Niall and I went to introduce myself to Liam.“Now let me guess, your name is gorgeous?” Liam said, grabbing my hand and kissing the back of it.
The heat rose to my cheeks and I heard Niall say, “Ooo Liam, get some boiii!”
“My name is Lillian.” I said and he looked into my eyes and winked, his mouth adorning a cheeky smirk.
“Alright lets go, were going to be late for class.” Harry huffed before turning around and walking into the school.
“What crawled up his ass?” Zayn questioned and we all just shrugged.
*Lunch*
“How do you still manage to look so gorgeous and you don’t even try?” Chloe asked.
“I don’t know, I don’t think that this is anything special.” I said gesturing to my outfit, even though I meant myself.
We sat at our table and for the first time all the guys and Brianna were already there. I sat down in my usual spot and Liam was next to me. I ate lunch quietly as always listening to the conversations and Brianna’s digs to me every once and a while.
Then the question about the big party came up as Niall wanted to know who was going.
“Lillian are you going to come?” Liam’s voice asked, his breathe hitting my ear sending chills down my body.
“Umm…I don’t-t know.” I said, damn he made me stutter. I heard the girls chuckle and Brianna groan.
“Come on! You’re coming, I don’t care.” Liam said then he turned back to his food. I looked at him shocked and he just winked again and chuckled lightly.
The rest of the lunch period Liam kept making me laugh or blush. He's a real joker and is really attractive. Its nice to get the attention of a hot guy for once.
I got to History and Harry was there already, I wonder what’s gotten into him. He probably got told off by a teacher or the principal. All of the boys look about a year or maybe two older than us, and I wouldn’t doubt that they all got held back a year or two.
“Uh Harry did you get the answer to #11?” I asked him as he already had his work out.
“No, why the hell would I do my work. And if I did I wouldn’t tell you anyway” He snapped his tone aggravated.
“Oh sorry to bother you.” I said and I guess he thought I was being a smart ass.
“You are so annoying, you didn’t have to be a slut and draping yourself all over Liam. Can’t you tell he doesn’t like you, you are so blind bitch.” He said.
I was taken aback by his words. I didn’t know what to say so I just looked away.
“That’s what I thought, whore.”
*Harry POV*
Seeing Liam and Lillian, I don’t know. I just can’t help but want that to be me making her blush.
I’m not jealous, just annoyed. I definitely don’t like Lillian, she’s to innocent. But maybe that’s what I want, a girl I can make it my job to protect.
NO! I don’t too much work. I don’t even want a girlfriend but Brianna wont get lost. There is no way she is being faithful and I know that so I don’t really know why I’m still with her.
UGH I hate my life right now. I really want to go and get ink done right now I need to feel pain.
*At Harry’s House*
I ditched last period and drove home. I just need a break, there is too much going on.
My mom was home, yet again, and I think I’m going to ask her for some advice. I walked up to her office and stood in the doorway for a little before I spoke up.
“Hey mum.” I said and she jumped then turned around holding her chest.
“OH my Harry, you scared me. Why are you home?” She asked her brow creasing.
“Oh I needed to take a break so I ditched. Can I ask you something?” I said and she relaxed her face and she stayed quiet urging me to continue.
“Have you ever felt like you are acting jealous but you don’t think that you are jealous? Like the interactions between two people bugs you and you feel like that should be you but in a way you don’t want to be in that position? I feel like I’m doing the wrong thing and making the wrong choices but at the same time you believe that you are doing everything right? I feel like I’m contradicting my own actions and I’m feeling like a piece of shit because of it…”
My mum sighed and walked over to me, as I was still leaning against the doorway.
“Harry, it seems as though you are really confused. Baby, I can’t help but get the feeling that there is a girl involved and I know that you will do the right thing. You are just going to have to let things fall into place sweetie. I think its out of your control.” She said and she was right.
I have to just let things play out, if Liam and Lillian end up together than so be it.
“Thanks mum.” I said and she kissed my cheek and rubbed my back.
“Why don’t we go out to Nandos and have a nice dinner just us two, yeah?”
I nodded and we left to Nandos.
My family situation is not ideal by any means but my mum is the best woman in the world and I can't wait until she meets Brianna. I think that Brianna is the one for me, as of right now. She’s loud and outspoken but she is tough and doesn’t let people intimidate her.
Lillian is weak, and worthless.
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Fanfic(adj) ❝battle scars❞ – being scarred in battle: can be self inflicted.