Contradictions

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You are so beautiful.

Four years ago I had this huge crush on someone

He was part of the varsity team

But I was not invisible to him even though I was just a girl with glasses

We were friends

Yet even with the closeness we had

He fell in love with my bestfriend


You are so beautiful.

Back in fifth grade, I had a bestfriend

She was the prettiest in the room

One guy flirted with her

I was just sitting beside my friend

When the guy said to me,

'There's no way guys would fall in love with you.'


You are so beautiful.

Last year, I met my ideal man

We were friends

We knew things about each other

Things that we never shared to other people but us

He made me happy and I felt

I did the same to him

But his heart could never forget her

She who couldn't be reached

Instead of me who was always reaching out


You are so beautiful.

Says the figure in the mirror

She says the line over and over again

I only stare back with my bloodshot eyes

I don't want to listen to her

Tears start to fall down

They are hot, boiled from the frustrations that are building up inside


I am beautiful

I want to believe it

But

Four years ago...

Back in fifth grade...

Last year...


You are so beautiful.


I don't believe you.

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