Wishes

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I no longer wish for a true love's kiss

Or a frog turned into my prince

Or a knight in shining armor

Coming to me in his white horse, slaying dragons

I figured out I needed to stop drowning my head in fairytales

As I grow older, as my heart gradually decays

All I want now are these:

I wish no one will pour out their hearts to me

I will only leave immediately, without a word, and never come back

I wish no one will look at me with tenderness and love

I will only give a look of grimace

I wish no one will feel butterflies at the sight of me

I am made up of all your worst nightmares and fears

I wish no one will feel electricity in their veins every time we touch

I am composed of thousands of volts; I will burn you alive

I wish no one will smile at me with admiration

I will only flash back a joker smile because love is one bloody joke

I wish no one will fall in love with me

I can't even love myself, but I'm trying; I'm fixing myself

But you need to get away from a construction-zone

Please save yourself; don't even try to touch a rotting heart

Stop being a missionary; you'll never save me

I wish to save those who will try to love me

Don't. I warned you.

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