Amanda: "You don't have to come in ya know." I told Niall. I could tell he was nervous about going underwear shopping. "No no. I'm fine. I'm fine." He started to look light headed. "Okay you sit down and I'll be back." I said spinning around on my heels. He chuckled. He had a cute chuckle. I was like a little jolt with a sound. And his smile. Even though I knew he used to have braces, I still thought they were perfect with or without them on.
He just made me feel like a lady, not an animal. Like I had purpose. He respected me and I did the same to him. He was a looker as well. And funny he made me laugh. Almost every time we talked we were laughing. As much as I don't want to admit it, I was fallin for him. But I can't. It always starts like this. It starts out like heaven then it ends in hell. You feel like you don't want to move or even breathe. You just want to be worthless like how you feel.
But right now was good. I turned around and he was coming in. "What's up leprechaun?" I smirked. I called him that because 1: he is Irish 2: because I'm almost taller than him. "Haha nothin much 'merica. We laughed. "Do you like this one?" I held up a bra with lace around the edges and light yellow. "I don't care." He said just admiring the posters. "Hey, quit looking at the models!" I laughed.
"Sorry. So umm how many brothers did you say you had?" He asked. "Oh not many just 5." He almost choked. I giggled and kept on looking. We were in there for almost one hour before I found one I liked. I went to go change and forgot to lock the door and I left my phone with Niall.
"Hey Amanda, you left your ph- WOAH!!" He shielded his eyes. "AHHH!" I yelled. I pulled my t-shirt to cover my chest but my sides were totally visible. "Hey, what happened to your sides?" He questioned. "I'm shirtless and your asking about my freaking sides!" I yelled at him. I sighed and then put on my shirt. "Sit down. I think I need to talk to you." I said. He looked worried.
"Okay so you asked about my sides." I lifted up my shirt so he could see my scars. "Yea. What happened?" I sighed again. "Okay so umm I had a boyfriend before I met Sam. A-and.." I took a shaky breath and felt the tears coming in my eyes. "And I had broken up with him once I found out he was cheating on me. H-he didn't like that." My tears poured down my face. "S-so he asked me to meet him in the city one day. I didn't want to go but I did because I thought we could work it out. I truly did love him." I just sat there thinking about what to say.
"A-and instead of 'working it out'." My heart skipped a beat. My chest filled with a feeling of hurt and sorrow. "H-he beat me. And and he cut my on my sides." I didn't hold back the tears. I just let Niall hold me as I cried in his strong grasp. I was shaking remembering the scene like it was yesterday. I just turned around so Niall couldn't see my face. Niall hadn't said I thing this whole time. I thought he would get mad like he did in the hallway earlier.
I turned to face him. But what I saw I was not expecting. He was crying in a ball. He had his head buried in his knees and his arms wrapped around himself. I held him now. I shushed him as he cried. "Hey what's the matter?" I asked him. "I just don't understand why anyone would want to treat you like that. You're amazing and beautiful and funny and I love spending my time with you. Why would he do that?" He started crying again so I just held him and rocked him.
"Hey hey Niall. I'm fine. I'm here WITH YOU. I'm fine don't worry. I am." That's what I had to remember when I was going through what he was going through. He just nodded and we sat there just talking about our lives. He talked about Mullinger and I talked about Alabama. "Wait, how come you don't sound country?" He asked. "Because we don't sound like that!" I laughed. A one direction song came on. "I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW FOR SURE! EVERYBODY WANNA STEAL MY GIRL!!!" Once it was done we laughed and went for a milkshake.
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Luck of the Irish
RomanceAmanda has had her rough times with love. But once her new neighbor shows her what terrible people guys are, she meets Niall Horan. When he starts falling for her he stops himself so he doesn't hurt her. But then she try's to deny her love for him t...