Goodbye: Part 1

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      Amanda: "Do you want this top back?" I was packing for France and I was sitting my clothes. "No. It looks better on you anyway." Sarah said to me. She walked towards me and sat next to me. I placed my head on her shoulder. "If you see any cute French boys..." I laughed at her. "I'll send you pictures." I could feel her smile forming.

       I heard a knock on the door. "I should go get that." I got up to answer the door. It was Niall. "Oh, hey. I thought we were meeting for dinner later." He had a weird look on his face. "I know... but this couldn't wait till dinner..." I gave him a weird look. "Okay then. What is it?" He grabbed my hands and stared into my eyes. "We have all afternoon, let's go down to the court house and-" he stopped talking. "And?" I knew what he was going to say but I couldn't believe that he was even considering this as an option. "We could get married." I rubbed my face. "Niall... I'm leaving THIS Thursday. That's in two days. I'm 22, I can't get married. I'm going off to school. WE HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN DATING FOR A WEEK!!!" I don't know why I was getting so mad at him. "I just can't Niall, I'm so so so sorry."

      "I knew you were gonna say no. I just- I don't know." I cupped his face in my hands. "Niall. I know why your doing this. I know. I'm sorry I'm leaving, I am, but we have to let life just take control. We can't force things. But I wanted to force the end... so no one gets hurt. I don't want to make you feel like I was holding you back-" he sighed. "Amanda! I love you! Only YOU! I'm not being 'held back'. And I love you enough that I would let you go so IM not holding YOU back." I smiled at him. "I love you." I whispered and hugged him. He didn't respond and I knew that was his way of saying he loved me. He just didn't want to cry.

    I dried up his tears. "I will love you even with all the French boys." He chuckled. He mouthed "okay" and left.

    I sighed and went back to the hallway. I heard Sarah run back in my room. "So, what did Niall want?" I shook my head and smiled. " I know you were eves dropping." She blushed and I went back to packing. We talked. Everyone came by to say bye to me. All the boys. Harry couldn't get through his first sentence without a tear. Liam just wanted a 10 minute long hug. Louis just cracked some jokes to lighten the mood. I finally met Zayn. He said that Niall was lucky to have me. He said he would miss me. I didn't understand why though. Niall kissed me and gave me a letter I was t aloud to open till I got on the plane.

         Tomas came by later that night. We had pizza, played games, and cried... a lot. I told him to keep an eye on Sarah. Even Sam showed up just to give me a muffin basket. I didn't eat any. I threw them away expecting them to be poisoned. I had a long night with Sarah. We cried a lot. We remembered Alabama and all of our hopes and dreams. We remembered all the mementos that we found. We just sat there in silence and hugged for a good hour. I will miss her. But I was about to leave The Big Apple. I should go to accomplish bigger dreams than I ever had here. And I will always, ALWAYS remember my love story of '16.

     

A/N sorry this one was kinda short

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A/N sorry this one was kinda short. Our story is coming to a close. But there is still one more chapter PLUS THE SUURRRRPRRRJJJJSSSEEE!!!!!! Ily and stay beautiful!

 

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