Luck of the Irish

He Is Gone

Niall: After I punched Sam, it was like I released so much stress. One thing that I didn't understand was how mad Amanda was at me for punching him. I understand that it wasn't the right thing to do in her eyes, but in mine... it felt like it was over due. He needed it in that hallway. He needed to feel the pain that he made her feel. He didn't deserve to get justice.

Once I told a nurse that I "accidentally" punched a guy in the face... she didn't suspect anything so I just told he the room number and I left. Not the area... the hospital. I didn't know where I was planning to go... but no where near Amanda. I don't want to hurt her. That is the the last thing I want to do. I just need to let her be alone... she is better off without me.

Amanda: "Why are you crying?" Harry asked. He was so amazing. He has been a real friend to me no matter what had happened and that's all I really needed. "I don't know. I mean I'm upset, but I don't understand why." He nodded his head and continued to sooth me. "Thank you..." I said shyly. He stopped rubbing my back and turned me so I could see him, "For what?" I smiled as I looked into his clueless eyes. "For being a friend, a shoulder to cry on, for comforting me when I needed it the most, just for being you really." He smiled at those words.

"Thank you." He said. I chuckled,"For what?" I looked into his eyes. "For letting me comfort you, for opening up to me, for making me feel like Harry and not Harry Styles, for making one of my best friends smile more then I ever have." I smiled at him as our bodies smashed into each other. We were so close. I felt his warm body against me. I had my head on his chest and his head propped on top of my head.

We sat there for a minute longer. He sniffed, "Are you crying, Harry Styles?" He chuckled. "No." He said with a stuffy nose. I wiped the tears from underneath his eyes. We smiled at each other. A nurse walked in to check on Sam. I had totally forgotten that he was in here. "He will be fine. Do you know where Niall is? My daughter is a huge fan and I want him to sign a paper." Me and Harry looked at each other in concern. "He never came back..." I said trying to keep a steady breath. "He walked back to the elevators and pressed the buttons..." Me and Harry the looked at each other with fear in our eyes.

I ran out of the room headed for the elevator. Harry ran after me. "Where are you going?" He asked. "To find Niall. Something tells me he didn't go back to his place." The doors closed as the elevator started to move slowly. "Doesn't this thing go any faster!??!" I said frantically. Words couldn't describe how worried I was.

Once I got down a man tried to stop me because I was in hospital clothes but I managed to go around him. I had to find Niall. I know that when he gets worked up he runs off. He tries to run from the problem... literally. It scares me a lot... I don't know where he is or if he is safe. I don't know if he will ever come back. I don't know anything.

I tried to call him, he never picked up. I was running all over New York trying to find him. My phone rang, "HELLO?!?!" I said anxiously. "Calm down... it's just Harry. You need to come back to the hospital. They aren't sure if you're ready to do what you're doing." He sounded more concerned about me than about Niall. "Harry, I'm not going anywhere until I find him." I hung up the phone and kept on looking.

Harry: "Harry, I'm not going anywhere until I find him." She hung up on me. I sighed and went back to Louis and Liam. "Any luck?" Liam asked. We were all so worried. Niall had disappeared and Amanda had gone looking for him, unaware that she won't find him. "Nope. I called them both. Niall, no answer, Amanda, stubbornness." They nodded their heads in unison.

"What if we can't find them?" Louis squeaked. "We will." I said. When I said that I was also trying to make myself feel better. It doesn't work all the time. I tried not to get overwhelmed and cry but it didn't work. They started to cry with me. We sat there so worried. "We need to just forget about it for a little while. Get our minds off it." Liam said. He seemed to be the most nervous out of all three of us. I think it has just hit him harder than he expected it to.

        We were too worried to do anything. We just sat at the hospital hoping for one of them to come back. They didn't. I called Sarah to tell her what happened. I didn't know how she would take it.

       Sarah: "Hello?" I asked. I answered to an unknown number. After the 5th time of that number calling I finally picked up. "Sarah? It's me Harry." OH MY GOSH! HARRY STYLES CALLED ME!! But I have to be calm. "Oh Harry. How's it going. I'm free for like ever if you need me to be free. I love you. I mean... what's up?" He didn't chuckle like I had hoped he would. "Look Sarah, come down to the hospital. Please it's important." I instantly got very worried.

       "What's going on?" I asked him. He didn't respond. "HAROLD EDWARD STYLES! WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?!?!" I screamed at him. "We can't find Niall.... or Amanda. They both got hit by cars, but they're fine. Then Niall got upset and left and Amanda went after him. We can't find them anywhere. Just please come to the hospital." I sat there looking out the window. "Harry..." I said with a lump in my throat. I started to cry as a grabbed my stuff as quickly as I could.

     Once I got there I ran to the front desk, got directions, and ran up the stairs. I saw Louis. I ran into his arms and he squeezed me. I cried into his shirt. "Hey honey. It's going to be all right. I promise." I stared in his eyes, "Please don't make promises you can't keep." He looked me in my eyes. "I never do." He kissed me on my forehead. I smiled yet I was still worried sick to my stomach.

        I saw Liam. I hugged him. Then I saw Harry. He ran towards me and hugged me. I was a bit shocked but not very considering that we both just lost our best friends. "I'm so sorry, Sarah. I'm sorry that we didn't look out and hold her back." I stared at him,"You couldn't stop her if you wanted to." I tried to make him feel better. He smiled faintly but as I looked into his eyes he still looked broken. I couldn't help but think what was she thinking?

       Amanda: "What was I thinking?" I thought to myself,"Why would I think that I would be able to find him in the city that never sleeps. I need to go back. I need to let them know I'm okay. I need to go home." And with that I walked down the street of New York. All alone. The way I felt... I had never felt before. I felt like a pile of crap. Like I didn't matter. I was worried sick out of my mind. I missed his heavy Irish accent. I miss the way he talked about "football" (soccer). I missed the smile on his face when I saw him. I was in love with Niall Horan. "Holy crap!" I said to myself... "IM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH NIALL FREAKIN HORAN AND I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS IT!!!!!" The people that walked past me stared at me for the longest time ever. I ran as fast as I could to the hospital.

      When I got there I ran into the crew. "IM IN LOVE!!! IM IN LOVE WITH NIALL JAMES HORAN!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Harry smiled... but then that faded,"We still don't know where he is." He said. I sat down and started to weep. Not silently, full on sobbing. And then I fell asleep in the arms of Liam. And I couldn't remember a thing.

    A/N: Hope you enjoyed that chapter. Sorry I haven't written a lot the past few weeks. I've been busy. I just wanted you all to know how much I love your time for reading my story. I love every one of you. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! Stay beautiful!