Amanda has had her rough times with love. But once her new neighbor shows her what terrible people guys are, she meets Niall Horan. When he starts falling for her he stops himself so he doesn't hurt her. But then she try's to deny her love for him t...
Amanda: "HE SAID WHAT!" Sarah screamed. She seemed to be more upset about it then I did. "Sarah, its in the past lets just forget about it..." I just wanted to totally forget what happened. How could I be so stupid. Why would Niall Horan want to hang out with me. Man my head must be on backward.
"How can I forget about it. He hurt you. He swore he wouldn't. HE FREAKING SWORE HE WOULDN'T HURT YOU!!" She started crying. "Well Sarah, some people make promises they can't keep. Yeah, that sucks but you just have to" I felt my chest fill with a feeling I haven't felt since that night with my ex boyfriend. Hurt. Not the "this is the worst thing that has ever happened" feeling. The "my life is over I don't want to love anymore" feeling. "You have t-to move on." My eyes started to fill up with tears. They came down my face like a waterfall.
"HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID! WHY IN THE WORLD WHY I THINK HE MIGHT FALL IN LOVE WITH ME! HE IS NIALL HORAN! and I-I'm me..." Sarah crawled over to my side of the couch. We sat there like mother and daughter. Me so vulnerable in her arms. Her strong grasp around me shushing me. "how could i be so stupid." I repeated.
Niall: "You said what?" Harry asked. "Look guys I-I made a mistake. I told her she and I were a mistake. Why in the world why I do that?" I put my face in my hands rubbing my eyes trying to hold back the tears. "Look dude, you're Niall Horan. You could get any girl you wanted." Louis stated. "You're wrong Louis. Because she is the only girl I want. I don't want any other girl other than her."
"Then tell her that." Liam was always trying to help with things. All of them do. But they didn't understand. "Guys I can't do that. I promised her best friend I wouldn't hurt her. In pretty sure I broke that promise. Now Amanda hates me and her friend hates me. she hates me..." I repeated. Then the tears came down. I couldn't stop them. They just fell.
"Dude show her how you feel. Tell her you made the mistake of letting her go. That you love her. With all your might." Harry let those worlds slip out. We all stared at him in shock. "What?" He asked. "We we have never heard you say anything so sentimental. You're the goofy one." Louis stated. Ironic. "I have a sole ya know." We all sat there in silence trying to think what to say.
"I'm just let 'er go. She deserves better than the guy that told her that them meeting was a mistake." I shook my head thinking back to the scene. "If you think that's what's best but what if she still wants you. What she is just hurt by the fact you don't like her." I hade my head down but I still saw Harry elbow Louis in the arm.
"Or that you said you didn't." He sat proud by his corrected statement but all of us were sacking our heads. "Louis, there is no way that she still wants me. There is no way to know if she didn't just get caught in the moment." "But what if she didn't?" Liam said. "Then I'll just let her go..." And then we all sat in silence.
Amanda: Since that night I haven't left the apartment lately. Then I came into the kitchen to grab a poptart and I saw a note that read:"hey since I'm on work duty can you go grocery shopping please best friend. Oh yea grab the good ketchup this time. I love you." I moaned as I went to go get dressed. I put on nicer sweat pants and a not so stained t-shirt.
As I went out Sam was there. "OH. Hey." I said kinda shy. "Hey. Sooo how are you?" "Not my best week." I said frowning. "Oh that sucks. So you and that Niall guy." My face went now into a frown. "Nothing special actually. We kinda haven't been talking anymore if you want to call it that." I said rocking back and forth on the balls of my feet. "Oh that sucks." "Yea. Well bye." I said fast walkingly. "WAIT!" I felt him grab my hand which sent shivers down my spine. But they were good shivers.
"I know I messed up.. and you might not want to start over again but would you like to go to a place where a lady like you should be taken to?" He blushed... a lot. "Uh. Suuurree. I guess." I said trying to hide a smile. "Okay good. Umm I'll pick you up tomorrow at 5?" He said. "Sure that's great." I walked away but looked back and saw him jolting with joy. I stifled a laugh. "Maybe this won't be as bad as the first time." I said under my breath." I smiled the whole way to the store. I just hope this won't end in disaster.
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A/N: hey guys hope you enjoyed that chapter. ILY!!! STAY FREAKING BEAUTIFUL!!!
