Why

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Why does everthing feel so wrong when I know there's nothing wrong

Why do I always want to be happy like the other kids even though I know that they are not really happy and that everyone has problems of their own

Why do this one thing ruin my life and take away all my happy moments

Why do I always cry now instead of laughing away the sorrow and not taking life seriously like I used to do

Why do I always dream of being happy even though I know reality awaits me

Why do I always keep on hoping even though I'm tired of hoping

Why can't god hear me even though I plead him day and night

Is it because he has bigger plans for me or

Is its 'cause I'm not worth it

Why do I feel this way when I know my life is okay

Why do I hate myself and feel this way

Is it 'cause I'm still a tennager or

Is it just me?

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