Abuse pomes

Toy shed nightmare

I still remember the dark dirty floor

Of the toy shed in the backyard

The pain as every piece of clothing I had on was getting torn off in fast motions

They hand covering my

Mouth as I screamed for someone to help me

The help never came

As I screamed with the sweaty hand over my mouth

I thought that this was it

I was going to die

I was only six years old

All my hopes and dreames were over

Nothing pursued

The pain was something I'd never felt before

It wasnt a cut nor a scrap

This pain would never go away or heal

Then as if time stood still

I lay there thinking what my parents would think

When I told them what had happened

I tried so hard to get my self to safety

But I was weak every move I made

Felt like the world was crashing down on me

When really it was a fourteen year old boy crushing me

As he forced his way into my innocence

Taking away every purity I had

And leaving me with pain and suffering

At that moment I prayed that I would die

For to live a life with this pain and wound that would never heal was

Unbearable

As I stopped screaming I thought I had died

The pain was still there but I felt a light shine on me

As I looked up I realized the tourture was over he had fled

The toy shed and went back into his house

I lay there naked in my own blood trying to figure out why this all

Happened and why it had to happen to me

To this day there isn't a moment that goes by that I

Don't think about that day in the toy shed

The pain and suffering still lurks in my head as I dream at night

It isn't forgotten and never will be

For that is how I learn and grow

Sharing and preventing is something I strive for

No one should feel that way

No one should cause that pain

For that pain lasts a life time.