Abuse pomes

Dear step daddy

I was only 7

When I first met you

I thought that you would be great

But then one night I realized

You weren't great at all

You told me to take a shower

Then put on a dress and come down stairs

I didn't know what you wanted

But I did as you said

And when I came down stairs

You were laying on the floor with your blanket

You told me to lay beside you so, I did

Then you started touching me

In places that mommy said were only met for me

I told you then to stop

So you did for a while then again you started

I was really scared

I didn't want to say anything

I was afraid of what you were going to do

Something horrible and scary happened that night

I really wish it hadn't

I was afraid to tell mommy

Because I didn't know what she was going to say

Now that I'm twelve I still think about what you have been doing to me for the past couple years

Now you have sexually me one to many times

I lost my virginity at the age of 7

I really want you to stop now because I could get pregnant

Sometimes I wish I was dead

I still didn't tell anyone except for a couple of my friends

You told me not to tell

I wish you would have just left me alone

Is this because I wouldn't let you adopt me

Or is it because I'm really pretty

You don't do this to my little sister

All these thoughts won't leave my mind

I wish I was in heaven

But now I don't know if god will accept me

Why did you have to put me through this

Is this all a joke to you

Because in my mind and heart I'm really hurt

I really need to know:(