Abuse pomes

Please make the yelling stop

Everyday

No matter how well I do in school or how well I clean the house

Still they aren't happy

To the time I walk in the door till the time I go to bed every night

The screaming never seems to stop

It used to be just from my mother

But now my father too

Sometimes even my older brother

The one I considered my hero

It hurts....

They tell me I'm crazy,stupid,a mess up

I just want to be good enough for them

But it seems I never will be

They say the care and say they love me

But I'm not blind, I can see the hate they have for me

I was a mistake, they did not believe in abortion

So, here I am, the mistake child

In the dark I sit in my room and cry

Day in and day out

Their words and looks

Slice deeper into me then a razor ever could

This has went on for years now,

When will it end??

Sometimes I wonder what It would be like

If I just got up and left....

Or if I ended it all for good...

Or even if I called the police...

But I'm not strong enough to do any of that

I can't last any longer

These people are not my family

The people I see everyday are monsters

They don't love me, my family did

Where did my family go, they are missing:(