Regret

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You told me that you loved me

And would never break my heart

You said that it was fun

That it wouldn't hurt.

So I took the cup from your hands

And put it to my lips

I started to get dizzy

And felt your hands around my hips

You led me up the stairs

And into a dark place

And laid me on a bed

And put your hands on my face.

You slipped off my shirt

And undid the button on my skirt

You put yourself on top of me

Then it started to hurt.

The only thing I heard

Was you laughing in my ear

Your hot breath in my face

And the stench of too much beer.

When you were finished

You rolled over on the bed

Put your arms around my wasit

And kissed me on my head

Then you got up

And got something from the floor

I heard the break of plastic

Then you got on top of me once more.

This time it was louder

As the headboard hit the wall

You were taking away my innocence

My hope, you took it all.

Finally you stopped

Got up and walked down stairs

You left me all alone

Crying, cold, and scared

I don't remember everthing

But that moment ill never forget

When I took the first sip oh beer

The thing I most regret.

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