Maybe daddy

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As I walked through this door

I heard not one sound in the house

I thought maybe I'd get away tonight

Without worrying where to hide

But I was wrong...

As I walked down this hallway

As glad as I could be

As I opened the kitchen door

You loudly popped out at me

Yells went around, hits got thrown

One of us was standing

And one of us was down

I don't say anything

I just lay here crying

To weak to even speak

Waiting for mommy to come home

But she's not

So while you're hitting me

I'm thinking.....

Maybe it's to teach me a lesson

Maybe to show me the pain you feel

Or maybe because you're to drunk to realize

So as I hold my breath

Wishing to fade away

I know you did this for a reason

That maybe ill understand someday

But until then daddy

As you fight me

To only see me not fighting back

I hope you learn

That abuseiveness...

Can only make you lose everything

That ever tried to love you

So maybe daddy

As you're standing

Over my casket

Your thinking

Maybe I shouldn't of...

But I'll never know

What you think daddy

So coming from your little girl

I forgive

At least I'm with mommy

And she says she forgives you too.

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