Chapter 1

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Ashton's POV

I wake up to the beautiful sound of a alarm clock screaming at me to get up. Wonderful.

I lazily get out of bed, sighing with every movement, and slip on my jeans. I grab a band shirt and my toes hit the disgusting feeling of the carpet in my dirty old apartment.

I don't understand why I still use it cause I live with my 3 brothers, or 2 at least. I wouldn't consider Calum as a brother. I imagine Calum as my secret crush, but no.

'Keep your gayness inside Ashton' I tell myself but it's no use. I really like Calum and wish he liked me back. Oh great, I sound like a 13 year old girl. I start walking to my kitchen and I hear the creak of the floor boards which lead to my dirty kitchen. Wow, I really need to clean. I look in the cupboards. No food, great. I slam it shut, put on sandals, and quickly grab a pair of shades before heading out to band practice.

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