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Lee Jihoon



"Hyung, do you want to go to the restroom?"


"I'm fine Dino. I just need some food since I didn't eat this morning."


I'm totally confused when Minghao, Jun and Chan terribly exchange glances. "You didn't saw the food in the table right?"


"Table where?"


Jun was all hell broke loose as he messed up his hair. "This is all your fault Jihoon."


"I'm the one who's sick and you even blame me! What kind of friends are you!" I outburst in anger, walking away from them though my stomach still hurts but it didn't mind it. The only thing in my head is to find a place to waste my time in idleness. Clenching my fist while stomping in anger, Soonyoung appear from nowhere, frozen from my tracks.


"Your friends were there to support and you just push them away? How can you do that to the person who spends his time to stay with you?"


Who is he to say this words well in reality it is his fault why I'm sick? "You don't care."


Avoiding his gaze, bursting out of my emotion as I past him before I can't control myself and release my anger towards him. He gripped my arms and shove me in great force. Will you just let me go? I'm sick and I'm also sick with you!


"I returned in the room and place a plate because you didn't saw. Now tell me."


He take a step further while looking at me intensely in the eye. "Who will take the blame? Your friends?"


I huffed with my eyes shaking in disbelief, threatening a tear to roll down the center of my eyes. "You know what Soonyoung, it's better for you to get rid of here. First of all, you don't need to put yourself in this situation because you're not involve."


Even if you're the main reason why I'm hurting.......


"Second, don't act as if you are so concern about me. You only give pain in my neck. Nothing else, nothing more. Lastly, I don't assume things that are too far from reality. If you don't mind, don't talk to me."


Now I continue what I must done after getting interrupt by that guy. I can hear the clump in my footsteps as I walk in the grass here in the forest. I don't have any idea where am I. Observing the dim forest, there are large trees surrounded the place as cold breeze swirled over my skin. This is better than dealing with a jerk name Soonyoung. He's not only a jerk. I didn't mean to call him I'm just frustrated because of him. I blame myself because I miss him----I mean miss the food. I wonder if it's delicious like hi--- I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING!


But it will be a burden to the group if they wait for me until I finish eating my food. This is better than the other opinion. I unconsciously tapped my jeans, looking for my phone into the pocket. I began to freak out when I realized that I didn't bring my phone. It was inside my red backpack.


"I'm so done."



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Kwon Soonyoung



"Where's Jihoon?" Jihoon again. It's always Jihoon. I always heard his name since this morning. Even here in the evening? Aren't you tired of saying his name? Because for me, I'm absolutely tired hearing his name every minute, every hour, every second especially from SCoups or Seokmin.


"Ask Hoshi." Glancing at Seungkwan dropping my gaze on the fire.


"Soonyoung." Now even Seokmin is questioning. "Where's Jihoon?"


"Do I look like his father or brother or his boyfriend to ask that question to me?"


"You look like his father." Seungkwan hit Vernon in his arm but he didn't show any reaction.


"If you don't want to be his father, brother can do." Dino toss a stone to Mingyu.


"Boyfriend suits the most." Minghao pause and drop the stone. Their laugh was sudden and short, probably making Seungkwan, Seungcheol and Seokmin boil in frustration.


"Why did you let him go?" SCoups attacked, sending death glare directly in my eye. I didn't let him go! I stopped him when he wants to walk away now you're telling me that it's my fault!? I can't understand why this people became possessive when they don't even own someone else.


"So you're blaming me?!" Jeonghan and Joshua stood up from their seat as they rub circles on my back. "If you don't care about Jihoon, well I wouldn't mind. The thing that I'm asking him is not to hurt him."


"Hurt him? I care about Jihoon! So you're pointing out that this is my entire fault? It's my fault that he didn't eat the food that I prepared for me? Listen Seungcheol, I didn't say that I don't care about Woozi. I just said why you keep on blaming me because of his lost!"


Closing my eyes, letting out a trembling sigh. "You want him back, then find him!"


I free myself from their Jeonghan and Jisoo and walk aimlessly in the woods. Walking alone in the dark, the thing on my mind is Jihoon, the whole thing about him. I'm concern because he is my friend. Maybe it's my fault because I forgot to tell him about it.


"Jihoon, stop crying."


Crying? Jihoon is crying?


My foot move by its own, making me face from the sound from a meter. There I saw Jihoon, sitting on the tree with Seungcheol in his front. My heart bleeds as his sobs travel inside my ear, slowly feeling my chest tighten with unknown reason. As I spun around, I gasped in pain when I accidentally twisted my ankle. Why it has to be here? It will be fine if it's far from these two. I need to get out of here but this sprain is my problem.


"S-Soonyoung?"



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