Soonhoon || Hozi : Smile Flower [COMPLETED]

Waiting

Kwon Soonyoung

I went to hospital alone since the couple, Jun and Minghao together with the soon to be couple, SCoups and Dino told me that they'll going to by foods for Woozi. I want to go with them but they said that it's more important to stay in case Jihoon will open his eyes and the person that he will see is me so I agree with them.

I felt so heavy as I walk through his room. A warm burst of air greeted me upon opening the door. I clenched my fist while observing him lying in a bundle of white sheets. Pale yellowish tinged skin, blueish lines running up and down his skin on his arms, tired eyes, limp body.

I can't stand with this pain. My knees began to weaken until it descended on the concrete floor.

"Jihoon, I'm sorry. I know it's not enough after all the things I've done to make your heart broken. Believe me I don't want to hurt you. Forgive me Woozi. I heard that you cry because of me. Don't worry, you're not alone. I'm also crying because of you. Do you want to know why I make myself attached with Seokmin?"

My head lifted feeling his heat through his light hand. His fingernails became purple, making my chest tighten.

"Mingyu and Wonwoo told me that DK confessed that he was just making fun of acting like your boyfriend until he fell in love you. I wanted to be with him to get you away from Seokmin. Because I'm jealous when you're with him. I want you mine, but it's really hard. Seungcheol is still there until one day, he made us meet outside, there I see you with him. Coups said told me to claim what's mine. Cheol said, 'Woozi is my ideal type. Did I said that he's my ideal boyfriend? I didn't'. He motivates me and stop Dokyeom before everything is over. Jihoon, Seokmin didn't kissed me. He only use me to see your reaction, I pushed him away and follow you."

"This is not the first time that I cried because of you but this is the time where I almost died of a broken heart. The first time I cry is not the day that I saw you hugging SCoups, but the day you seat in front of me as you confess your feelings to me. I went into my room and what made dumbfounded was I saw you crying in the lighted corner of the room. In silence, I'm weeping. I want to pull you in my arms and comfort you, but I hesitate to do it. Why? Because before you lose you conscious, you manage to tell me how much you love me. You know what it gives me pain right now......you didn't hear me say it with my mouth, to tell you how much I love you."

Closing my eyes as tears trickle down, I pressed my lips on his hand. "Wake up Hoonie, I still need to say my love for you. Don't keep me waiting. I desperately need you now. I'll tell this to you every day. I love you my Woozi."

"You'll wake up right? I know that you can do this. I'm sorry if you've been hurting when I'm with DK. I'm worried about you Jihoon. I sacrifice my time to protect you because I don't want to see you crying, but what I didn't expect is that I made it worst, you cry even more after what I did. Woozi, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry. Give me the chance to show you that I'm sincere, that I love you and I don't want to lose you anymore. Please Jihoon, don't give up. I'm waiting for you. I'm hoping. I'm desperate to see you open your eyes again."

The door creaked when someone pushed it. "Hoshi, get up."

Vernon and Joshua pull me upward and wipe off my wet face."Kwan, are you crying?"

"M-me? No! The air is too strong." Jeonghan was not satisfied from his answer to his question so he tapped Hansol's back and envelope his arms to Seungkwan. From there, he can't hold his tears anymore and cried in his chest.

"This is so sad. It's okay for me to see Woozi to be violent than watching him so frail."

"Excuse me." We engross ourselves to Coups who's now standing on the door.

"Can I talk to Jihoon?" My mind wants to go but my heart wants me to stay. Joshua and Jeonghan held me until we went outside. I look at the door, thinking how long will it take to talk to to him.

"Hoshi, let's eat." Vernon inquired but I wrap my brain on the room.

"Just go. I'll wait here."

"But.....Okay." I will not leave Jihoon. It sounds ridiculous because I'm being possessive even now that he's unconscious. What can I do? I love the Woozi and I don't want to this to happen again. I'll stay here and wait until Coups get out from the room.

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