Footsteps weigh heavy together with his heart approaching his friends. They were blankly staring on the floor in the bench. When their eyes darted across a boy with blue pastel turtleneck sweater clenching his small fist, they urge to spread their arms and comfort him. But they were taken back. Their gazes were enough for him to understand more than words can do. His hands were sweating, thinking countless times entering the room.
Not only fate but the universe was connecting them. Room 1004. As far as he know, it is the room number he was admitted when he got into a tragic accident and found himself in same place.
Taking a very deep breath, he bravely hold the door knob. Opening the door made the atmosphere intensifying. Staring with various tubes connected into him, his wall shattered at once. He can't believe this sight in front of him. Pursing his lips, he lift up his feet walking slowly striding closely on his bed. His anger was fueled with pain. He was very mad on what he did to him but now looking at Soonyoung, he can't be able to recognize. It was far from the usual Soonyoung he know.
His knees gave up and brutally fall on its own. "What are you doing there? Why are you sleeping? Get up, let's go home and sleep there. You don't need to be on that white bed."
Jihoon buried his hands in his wet face and in a blink of an eye, tears spill out staining the edge of his sweater. "I never thought you will be really here. You should've told me you are badly sick. Why did you lie and tell me to forget you? Do you even think I can do it? No, I won't forget you. Soonyoung, I'm here. Let's fight together, we are here for you so please keep holding on. We won't let you go, we won't give up."
Woozi lightly hold his hand, looking at his lover's face. "You're so slim and pale. Let's eat together. If you want, I will feed you like what you did when I was sick."
He was like talking to the wind and what's even sadder when no one can give him an answer. "Soonyoung, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't do what you've written in the letter. My heart will never get tired loving you even when you are leaving me. I love you Hoshi, I love you and it hurts to see you in this state. I'm sorry you because I let you struggle and became strong all alone. You are with me and I will always smile and cry thinking about our memories."
A silent tear roll in Soonyoung's eyes. "I'm glad you can hear me. Don't cry Soonie~"
Jihoon placed his thumb on his face, lovingly study Hoshi sleeping peaceful."Remember what you've promised me the last time we talk? 'We will grow old together, I will grow old with you.' Do you think I can still grow? Look at me, my height has no progression. I think I can't grow Soon."
He was laughing by himself and went back weeping buckets. "I'm waiting for you Soonyoung. I need to hear your laugh, your contagious smile, your attractive eye smile and your warm hug. You need to teach me how to cook. You even promised me when we will be parents someday and build a happy family. I want you to break your promises."
"Promise me to stay with me. Promise me Soonyoung. Please, I'm begging you on my knees. Don't leave me. Don't make me wait too long. I will punish you if you will not listen to me."
Jeonghan, Joshua and SCoups were sobbing eavesdropping a Soonhoon moment. Wonwoo and the others went to the director's office and anticipating as if they were watching KDrama in the television just like what they used to do. They were secretly wiping their tears watching Jihoon emotionally talking to Soonyoung. Chan, Minghao and Seungkwan couldn't control wailing and ended up on the floor. Mingyu blew his nose in a tissue and used one roll all by himself. Wonwoo ripped few pieces from the tissue and rubbed it in his eyes.
"This is too painful to watch." He commented, continually pulling it until there's nothing left.
Getting up on his own, Jihoon lean forward and closed his eyes gently. He give a small peck in his forehead, in his slender nose down to his lips.
"Why peck only?"
Wonwoo send sharp glare and punched him playfully. "Jihoon will do that when Soonyoung is fine."
"Hyungs, let's go to the chapel."
Joshua taught him well. It may look like it was only a joke but it isn't. They keep in their hearts and He is the center of their lives. Even though they are like child having fun and experiencing things, they can't forget God with all the numerous blessing and grateful moments in their lives. And it this adversity, they are losing faith and strength. Being one in heart and mind, they waited for Jihoon and together they bend down and pray solemnly.
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What will happen to Soonhoon? Will miracle exist?
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