The Plague- a Goku X Vegeta fanfic!

CH. 6: "i cant take it any longer..."

Vegetas POV

My conscience and i never had the best relationship. In fact, my conscience was a total dick. It would always sway from one side to another. I named each side onetime, to keep myself occupied when i came over to visit him. Side one: Happy and content feelings. Side two: Mixed and depressed emotions. Side two never cooperated well with me when i asked- er, told him to do something. Every time we would argue, Side one kept trying to get between us, wanting us to stop. Side two simply shoved him off, locking him out of his sight. I usually felt guilty each time that happened, but i was always to focused on Side two to help Side one. 

Today Side one and two seemed a little off. Side two seemed very stressed and unsteady. Side one was really down and confused. I didn't really understand it much, but i didn't really care. My body felt itself being pulled over to Side two, and i willingly followed. As i glanced over, i saw Side one had actually shed a tear. I blinked silently, and i suddenly got a fuzzy but also nagging feeling in my gut. I made an attempt to walk over to Side one, but Side two was eager for my company, so i chose to stay with him this time instead. 

As i went over to Side two, he invited me in for a hug. I was hesitant at first, but i stayed quite, and gradually walked over. As i made my way closer and closer to Side two, the atmosphere began to change. It felt warm and dense. A lot of tension was held in it, and i actually felt the smallest sliver of fear as i made to give Side two a hug. He seemed more eager than usual for my embrace, but i tried to make nothing of it. I expanded my arms unconsciously, and i suddenly felt a forced smile reach my face. It was to late to deny the hug now, and i regretted it almost immediately.

As Side two embraced me, and i wrapped my arms around him, my body went cold. My hands made no hesitation to begin rapidly trembling, and my eyes became wide with fearful pain. I was all of a suddenly overwhelmed with an ocean of emotions. Each were dark, gloomy, mostly depressing. It hurt. It hurt a lot. But somehow i stayed steady. I could hear Side one suddenly cry out, and it was only when i noticed him dissolve in the distance, that i realized it. I've made a huge mistake.

My eyes suddenly shut quickly, before reopening. I screamed out in pain, as my life almost flashed before me. But they weren't all past events. Some looked unfamiliar. Were they my future? I held my head, and forced my eyes close, gritting my teeth. "Stop it.....I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!!" I yelled out desperately, but to no avail, as a bloody image of "....Kakarot?!!" suddenly flew through my vision. I started to hyperventilate, as all walls seemed to close in around me, concealing me in a black abyss of nothingness, filled with the vulgar and horrid imagery of my so called 'future'. I felt tears streaming down my face, as a voice shouted at me in a blood curdling tone. [kill him....KILL HIM!!! KILL HIIIM!!!!] "NO!!" i screamed out in reply. My heart beat hard in my chest, feeling as though it was about to burst straight through my flesh. My fingers dug into my head, as i heard a smooth, high pitched ringing. I saw another image that somehow caught my attention. A bloodied hand print, clawed down a wall like surface. And then realization struck me like a fright train....it was my blood.....the blood i just caused myself to bleed, as i dug my hands deeper into my scalp. 

I hardly had time to process what was going on, before i heard another long beep, saw the flashed image of a ridged heart meter going straight, then-

......Hello darkness my old friend.