Love, I'm Done (ON HOLD)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5:

I'm waiting for Jace to come over. All of a sudden there is a knock on my window, I rush over and unlock it and Jace comes in threw the window.

He hugs me tightly, and I wince a little bit.

He takes notice of that.

He holds me at arms length away and says 'Babe, did you..?' He looks at me with a sad and hurt face, the one that breaks my heart.

I look down and refuse to look him in the face.

He tilts my face up using his hands. He pulls me into him and kisses my forehead.

Tiny tears escape my eyes and slip down my cheek.

He asks me, nervously, 'Why?'

I shake my head, and he knows not to push it.

He nods and leads me to my bed.

He finds the tv remote and turns on Netflix.

'Whatcha wanna watch Princess?'

I smile and blush and say 'Kidish'

He chuckles and chooses 'Finding Nemo,' my favorite movie ever!

He leaves real quick to my kitchen to get snacks.

I hear Ethan, my brother, yelling 'Jacey, i've missed you!'

I remember when we used to baby sit all the time together, but James is 14 now, he can take care of Ethan and Cassidy.

Jace finally comes back with goodies.

Flaming hot cheetos, Swiss cake rolls, Doritos, Pringles.

We break into them.

Jace always can make me feel better.

He holds me close, and I snuggle my face in the crook of his neck. I breathe in his smell, it's intoxicating.

It's about 11, and he asks if I want him to stay, I sleepily nod. He kisses my forehead and says okay babe. He strips down to his boxers and cuddles me again.

He turns off the tv and whispers to me 'Sleep well and sweet dreams babe.'

I say 'you too babe.'

We fall asleep together.

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In the morning I hear Jace's phone go off as his alarm, why had I never thought to do that?

He nudges me awake. I mumble '10 more minutes dickwad.' He laughs and says 'Oh really? Dickwad?' And he gets on top of me and starts tickling my sides.

He's so much stronger than I and I can't get him off.

He stops, finally and I am out of breath.

He gets up and turns on the light and I groan and throw my covers over my face. He goes to the bathroom and I hear the shower start. I decide to get up and go to get my makeup bag, which is in the bathroom. He doesn't lock it ever so I just walk in and grab my bag. We do that all the time.

I start by doing my eyeliner first in the bottom and then the mascara and then top liner. I do a little eye brighter to look not so tired. I'm proud of my makeup. Jace comes out in a 'Avenged Sevenfold' tee and blue jeans. Blue jeans? That's something you don't see much.

I'm still in my pajamas that I slept in last night.

An idea pops in my head, we should stay here all day instead of school.

I stand up and run over to him and tell him my idea. He agrees.

I go to find my mother and tell her that I am sick. I almost never have sick days, I'm pretty healthy, but I can always pull the 'But mooommmm I have cramps really badly.' Unlike guys, they have no excuse.

She understands and sends me to my room. She leaves soon after, knowing I can take care of myself.

I get in my room and I feel, new and bold. For some reason I feel like I need to tell Jace how I feel about him.