Our Love Story | Kim Seokjin

his calls.

He called me that one time I remember, it was a late night at Singapore—but I didn't much care; knowing he called me was a blessing. The reason for him to call me was either because he needed a friend—or he missed me.

Which if it was true that he missed me, then that would be so funny and awfully weird—I mean, why would he missed me? He probably has thousands of ladies there to send a message with.

Even so, I felt special—that he called me, instead of sending me messages—and he kept our oath for only calling each other. He's a man with words I say, and that's good; possibly because he was born with intelligence.

"Hello?" his voice was dull and raspy—but sweet and calming; like that one moment when you had a fight and you want to burst to tears, so you try to make something that makes you cheer up. "Is this Wendy Loh?" he asked.

Again I felt special—that he remembered my name, my full name—'cause normally guys that flirts a lot don't remember names since they spend their times with millions of names, so they only remember the nicknames they get—which sometimes were wrong anyway.

I giggled softly with my husky voice- "Yes. Hello Jin," he let out a weak laugh—or more like a fake laugh that sounded almost real.

"Thank god I call the right person!" he said, with his almost real exaggerating voice. So I chuckled and listened to him saying more- "I need your laughter Wendy."

Once I heard him said; I scoffed loudly telling him how I don't believe with his remarkable joke. "How sweet Jin, I miss my laugh as well somehow," I sarcastically said.

"I'm not even kidding," I heard him exhaling a sharp air through the phone- "One of my student upsets me..." I listened and listened to his story that actually made me want to laugh. "His name was Namjoon, he's a very genius student! But he destructs everything that he holds! So I scolded him and guess what he said...?"

I hummed in respond, trying so hard to hold my laugh imagining someone destroying something.

"He said to me; 'Sir, I didn't have any intention to damage all the stuff I touched, I was fairly born as a God thus all those items that broke into pieces were afraid of me' and dang he made me face-palmed myself!" that was my last straw, so I laughed hardly as if it was the most funny thing in the world—which it probably might be.

But Jin laughed too; and his laugh made me realised that I needed his laugh too—like I missed his laugh to be honest with myself.

"I knew you will laugh hearing this," he said after he calmed himself- "Wooh! I'm energised already! Thanks to my amazing Wendy!" he exclaimed loudly that made me stopped from laughing.

He made me wonder; why did he say that?

Then we paused—a long paused not the one when you talk with someone and you are out of stories, but you paused 'because you know what's going to happen next. "She left me," he said out of sudden.

Jin never told me anything about a lady in his life and hearing him saying that he 'had' a girlfriend, although he said 'she left' made the special feeling I had disappear—and just look at that (or more like; 'just hear at that') a guy like him is not really that far from different, they're the same but there's a little good thing from him.

'Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn't the way they actually are.'

I let out a soft 'oh' as he continued- "She was my dandelion; so beautiful and free, and I loved her that way. She left me because I was not enough for her, she said I didn't show the love for her," he sounded he was about to cry any longer after those few words. "She was sad; that I went to New York instead of celebrating her birthday...she said she should've believe that her best friend was right—that dating with me was a waste of her time...Wendy, where do broken hearts go?"

How would I know where broken hearts should be going? I never experience any; I never gone to a date with a serious man that makes me fall in love again and again and again—they were fools, and luckily I'm an observant type of person (or more like I'm a 'judgmental-in a good way' type of person) and I knew how to deal with them.

I mean—hey! I read too many novels that contain so many heartbroken characters and I watched dramas that kept fighting with their lovers—and hey! "It's called 'heartbreak'. About two billion songs written about it" so why are we even bother with this feeling?

"I don't know Jin...broken hearts go to somewhere dark and peaceful. Go take a shower and cry it all out—but I don't know if it works for men," 'cause it worked with me.

I sensed he's smiling, that smile that I feel so insecure so much—it looked so beautiful that I don't know if I can handle myself from him.

"Thanks Wendy—" he coughed hardly before continuing- "Al least it's raining here...'cause I know that I'm not crying alone, right?" why does his word made my heart shattered so much? He made himself weak; I mean dude—be a man!

"Sure thing Jin, don't be too depressing about this, there are loads of fish in the sea; yes there might not be the same girl like her, but there's someone far best from her, that understand you better," I said to him slowly my eyes are getting heavy.

"I miss your smile Wendy..."

Heck even after being dumped, he can still flirt a girl?

Yet I only hummed because I was tired to speak, and he seemed like he understand, "Hey Wendy, I'm going to look at you again one day, I promise!"

His words would be like one of those cliché quotes, so sweet—too realistic and poetic but damn, why did feel I like those words were lies?

"Sure Jin sure, have a good day...I'm too sleepy now," then I yawned after I spoke. He heard me I assumed, and he just chuckled—that chuckle that I will admit I adore it so much.

"Alright, good night love...dream of me," he teased with a smirk that I sensed. "I miss you..." and with that, he hung up; leaving me looking at my ceiling—not so sleepy anymore, thinking and thinking.

That bastard.

He always knows how to distract me.

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Hello! So there will be this special chapter (or maybe not so special) for every after 5 chapters! It's like 5 chapters for January, then this special chapter, and again 5 more chapters for maybe May, then another special chapter and continuously like that until December! And it'll be like about 30+ chapters or less (:

Or 3 chapters for every months; like 3 chapters for February and S.C (special chapter) then 3 more for March with S.C and more for April which would probably like reaching 40+ chapters if I estimated.

What do you think guys?

oh and also I edited some parts and there's a chapter with '(♥)' it's a note for everyone, but mostly to Wendy !

Yours truly, 

bazzy

xxx