Our Love Story | Kim Seokjin

his letter.

When I watched the mailman coming to our doorway and enter the letters in our mailbox I just knew that another letter from him had arrived. I bit my lips, trying to contain my excitement, and then I quickly tie my hair in a messy bun.

Hurriedly I walked outside to take all the letters from the mailbox, one by one I read the letter's address I almost lose hope, but my heart pounded strong when I saw the name 'South Korea'. I didn't even realise that the other letters fell from my hands to the ground.

So I crouched down and pick the letters, and walked myself back inside, holding his letter in my hand. "信件到达![the letters arrived!]" I yelled loudly as I threw it on the semi-circle table on the hallway. Then I rushed upstairs to my room, closing the door and slid myself on the floor. This is not the first letter, but I got the same feeling again and again whenever he sends me letters. 

Dear Wendy, 

"How wonderful it is to be able to write someone a letter! To feel like conveying your thoughts to a person, to sit at your desk and pick up a pen, to put your thoughts into words like this is truly marvelous." 

  Wendy,

I now understand that feeling to write someone a letter, at first when I read those phrases from Norwegian Wood; which was written by Haruki Murakami, I thought he was being ridiculous.

Anyway, how is my favourite person is doing? 

A few more days, and we'll meet up again! Truth to be told, I'm really excited every time I think about meeting you up. I have a lot of plans just to spend time with you, and I just don't want to waste any seconds without you! 

So Wendy,

Can I tell you something?

Yesterday was happy teacher's day, and since I am a teacher, my students gave me presents. And, there's this new teacher, her name is Yoonha, she's very beautiful, and also young. I don't know how to say this, but I have this feeling that she likes me. I mean who doesn't right? You see, yesterday she smiled at me and she also gave me a present; which was a book. It was a poetry book, written by the famous Korean poet who I forgot his name; it wasn't actually a best present, but oh dear she made my heart flutter. 

Even before, she always smiles at me, she would always gives me a cup of coffee, or tea, and then she would ask if my students are doing fine. 

I mean Wendy, 

If you were me, what will you think? I've been thinking about this lately, and it drove me crazy! And you are my only hope, which is why I am writing you this letter! 

OH RIGHT WENDY! 

I forgot to tell you, that the pictures of the cottage that I told you are gone, I couldn't find it everywhere! I believe grandmother had taken it with her back home, but that's fine, I'll have a search about it, and I promise to let you see it! I won't make you regret! 

Alright that's right about all I wanted to tell you, I hope you're doing well. Don't forget to eat, and take a break when you're tired yeah? 

And Wendy, I can't wait to see you again; I sincerely miss you, mostly your smile and laughter, and your witty comebacks. Thank you love,

Sincerely,

Jin

I put down the letter from my hand, I don't know why I feel hurt while reading it. Although he said me misses me, it felt like there was a pang in my heart instead, I reread it again, was it because he couldn't find the cottage picture? 

  Or was it because there's someone that made him thinking all night? I don't understand myself right now, I do know that I like him with the itsy bits feeling, but why must I feel sad about it? It was probably just his infatuation again—it's probably because he couldn't handle his own feelings. 

"No, I shouldn't be sad..." I slowly forced a smile, as I take out a piece of paper and a black coloured pen. I should be happy for him, that there's someone out there likes him, and he can move on from his ex girlfriend who dumped him for a childish reason. 

I gaze outside the window, I titled my head when I watched two birds standing side by side, it's actually a beautiful view; it's adorable to see little animals in love.

I once wished to find someone to love with, but it seems like wishing something impossible is useless—but I am glad to have Jin, as a friend who I developed feelings with.

To be honest I won't mind if it'll just be a one-sided love, that if he never shows me any love—but the problem right now is that, he keeps taking me to places, buying me clothes, talking me like I'm his girlfriend.

But I am sure, that this feelings will fade one day...maybe tomorrow, or probably tonight? Everything can happen in just one day.

Right?

To Jin,

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I HAVE MATHS TEST TOMORROW LOL but that's fine, i won't get a high mark anyway if i read.

by the way, hello!

it has been days I haven't update right? i was busy, and my mood was fluctuating from writing this story, but do not fear! i am in mood to write Wendy's love story with Jin! now, this is quite short, because it's a special chapter; I'll update a longer chapter maybe tomorrow if i have time :) and if my geography teacher doesn't tell us to do some research... and if i'm not asleep at noon.

anyway,

Happy Eid Mubarak guys ♥

that's all hehe, drop some questions if you want, i'll be sure to answer!

yours truly,

b