ERASED FROM HIS MEMORY

CHAPTER 5 I'M BACK!

~Margaret's POV~

" Flight 5J4123 bound to Sydney is ready for boarding at gate 8"

"Shall we go now Margaret?"

I took off my headphones and nod at John when he heard the call at the airport

I couldn't believe myself that I agreed on this, going back to the place that I avoided for about a year and right now here I am standing in front of the line that brings me back to that place

This is all Nicole's fault, if you're asking me why? Let me take you on a flash back...

------After what John told me, I rushed myself out in his clinic and went straight to my ward and told Kylie that I don't feel good and need to go home, Kylie was a little bit frightened on my condition because I look pale all of a sudden, so without any further questions, she told me to go home and take some rest and I just nod at her

As I arrived at home, no ones there, so I went straight into my bedroom and get some rest, and I don't want to think about what happened earlier

"It's wake up time! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!"while poking me on the arm

I opened my eyes and saw Nicole, I gave her a death glare that tells her to get off my bed, but she just smiled at me and ask me why I came home early?

I told her everything and her initial reaction was just widening her eyes, and then we argued the whole night

"Margaret c'mon! It's not that you will be going there and say Hi everyone! I'm bbbaaaaccckkkk!!!" while doing it in a singsong manner

"Urgh! Nickz! Please! Can we stop talking about this? My head is aching right now" while rubbing the temples of my head

While rolling her eyes on me she said, "Whatever Margaret! Don't be such a baby! Sydney is big you know, and there's a lot of people living in that area, and what if the wedding your attending doesn't have any connection with "THEM", duh! Margaret!" pointing at her head like as if I didn't even get what she was saying

"What if it does? What if the wedding that we're going is hi----" she didn't even let me finished and burst out all of a sudden

"SHUT UP MARGARET! SHUT UP!!!"

I was surprised at what Nicole reacted, it's as if she's frustrated at my dramas about the place and the people that reminds me of that place, and It's almost midnight, did we argue this long?

"Your assuming a lot Margaret! And what if it's not? What would you do about it ai?"

"I don't know Nickz, I---- I---- I just don't know what to think right now" as I told her that I closed my eyes for a moment and looked up at the ceiling

"Margaret, maybe this is also one of the signs" she told me as she sit beside me

"Another sign that maybe I could go back now in Sydney, and letting everyone now that I'm alright?"

"Is that a question or an answer?" and she laughs

Still looking up at the ceiling I smiled as what she said and told her "I still don't know Nickz, I don't know what should be my reaction when I saw them again? My bandmates, his family, and most especially him with her"

"Margaret, you're not alone in going there, remember you're with John Myers"

I looked at her and furrowed my eyebrows "What's that supposed to mean Nickz?"

"It means whenever or whatever you felt, there's someone to comfort you and that is John"

I looked up at the ceiling again and realize what Nicole said, she's right, John is always there with me, even the time we we're in College, he's my best bud aside from Nicole whenever I felt bad his there comforting me always