The BoyBand Project- Loving Zac

A Single, Emotional Wreck.

The bell rang signaling we had 10 minutes to get to first period yet I didn't budge. Taking out my phone, I logged into Twitter. Why didn't I just go to class?

*@KylieJenner : With my besties @thezacmann & @broganburnside yesterday!*

Under, there a picture of her kissing Zac's cheek and Brogan smiling in the back ground. Rolling my eyes I stuffed my phone into my pocket and walked towards the vending machine. A group of girls who are professionals at hating me came out of no where and book checked me. Hell no. Long story short, 2 bloody noses, ripped extensions and 5 broken nails later, we all ended up in the principals office. Once again a question presented itself. WHY didn't I just go to class? I couldn't understand why all of a sudden I was intolerant to basically.. everything.

"Ladies, what happened?"

Frantically we all started to explain our sides of the stories at once and then we were interrupted.

"STOP. Okay Mira, go first."

"They book checked me."

"They...what? What is book checking?"

Rolling my eyes I gave the principal my binder and told her to hold it like normal. Standing up I slapped the binder to the ground and then took my seat again.

"Book checking."

"Oh... I see. Well fighting is still not acceptable, you'll all be suspended for the rest of the day."

It wasn't even 8oclock and I had been kicked out of school. Grabbing my bag I suddenly realized I had car pooled with Lori. I took my car keys and set them in my locker and then texted Lori.

~Leaving early, I'll explain later. Car keys are in my locker, I'll have my mom drive me to you house later to get my car. I'll find a ride home. Combo = 23-48-14. Love you babes!~

Walking out of the building I thought about who I could call to pick up. Then I remembered that Levi is homeschooled. I dailed his number frantically hoping he would answer.

"Hey Mira!"

"Yes I'm so glad you answered! busy?"

"Noooo but aren't you in school?"

"Haha about that.. long story, tell you later. Can you pick me up?"

"Where's your car?"

"Another story we shall talk about later."

"Haha okay. Well I don't have a car."

Damn it. I forget he's the youngest.

"Ugh where's Brogan?"

"I dunno."

"No. Help. You are no help at all. Haha love you kid, talk to you later."

"Haha sorrrry! Bye"

Hanging up the phone I sent a quick text to Brogan and she texted back immediately saying she was on her way. Sighing, I sat on the steps of the school and waited for her.

••••••••••••••••••

"ARE YOU JUST GONNA SIT THERE OR ARE YOU GONNA GET IN THE CAR?"

I snapped my head up and stared at Brogan. Smiling I jumped up and hurried to the car. After the demand in explanation of why I wasn't in school still and the mutual understanding of it all, I decided to ask her something that had been bugging me.

"Brogan?"

"Yeah?"

"Honest. Does Kylie like Zac?"

She nervously twitched her fingers on the steering wheel and bit her lip.

"I dunno..."

"Brogan."

"Maybe..."

"Brogannnnnn!"

"Kinda! But nothing is going on I swear."

I hung my head and then focused outside of the window, watching the tress and houses pass by.

"If she wants it to happen.. it'll happen. People like you and Kendall and Kylie and Janelle... you can have anyone in the world. You guys are THAT gorgeous. I'm just me. I'm not famous, I'm not extremely pretty, I'm not awesomely amazing at anything. I'm not you guys. So if she wants it to happen... it'll happen."

I paused from my mini rant and looked up at Brogan. She was shaking her head but she didn't dare try to prove me wrong. After a few silent minutes we arrived at her house and parked in the drive way. Finally she turned and looked at me for the first time since I stopped talking.

"You can't see how perfect you are to him. But I can see it. Everyone but you can see it."

Shaking her head again she opened her door and exited the car. Blushing, I did the same and surprisingly ran up to hug her. We stood there for a while until Levi ruined our moment.

"Are you gonna come in orrrr...."

"Haha Shut up."

Ran and hugged Levi before making my way inside. I decided it was safer to stay there than to go home and explain to my mother why I wasn't at school. Spotting Levi's guitar in the corner I ran and grabbed it.

"Hey! Be careful with my babes!"

Shaking my head I smiled and rolled my eyes. I placed the strap over my shoulder and began to play and sing.

"So please don't judge me, and I won't judge you because it could get ugly before it gets beautiful. and if you love me, then let it be beautiful. Let it be beautiful, let it be beautiful."

I looked up from the guitar and my two friends mouths were opened wide. Brogan did a miniature hand clap and Levi took a step closer.

"I didn't know you were that talented."

I couldn't help but blush.

"Yeah well .. yanno."

"Keep playing."

I started playing again but this time Levi sung.

"Everything we say right now is gonna be used in another fight, we've been through this so many times. Can we change the subject?..."

We kept on, taking turns singing the song. We didn't even notice Brogan recording us.

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"35,000 views guys! In 2 hours!"

"But Brogan! I look horrible!"

I stared at the screen & I studied every imperfection.

"Well I look great."

"Haha shut up Levi."

Playfully hitting him, I refreshed the page to see another 10,000 views appear. Scrolling through the comments I read the love and the hate. A couple made me laugh.

"Look at this one! Princess_Figi said ' if your pretty little face wasn't so close to my baby Levi then I'd love this cover!"

We all burst into laughter, gotta love BBP fans. Suddenly my phone started to buzz with text messages. Zac.

-how come you never sung for me?-

-babe. babe. babe. babe.-

-PLEASE DONT JIDGE ME!-

-Judge* -_- -

-seriously autocorrect is making up new words. -.--

-I love you!-

-are you still mad? -

-babe. stop being mad-

-BABY!-

I laughed at his consistency. I didn't even notice Brogan over my shoulder.

"You better text him back trust me. He won't stop."

Blushing I decided it couldn't hurt.

~Lol shut up~

-SHE SPEAKS! You light up my world baby-

I couldn't do anything but roll my eyes.
I did that a lot lately.

-Byeeeee Zaccccc.-

In response I received a picture of him doing a kissy/duck face. I could only imagine his perfect laugh and how much more gorgeous his hazel eyes looked in person. Wait what was I saying? I tried to shake the thought of him but that seemed not to work. There he goes with the mental games again. I smiled at the thought, he was pretty good at it. Deciding that two could play mind games I sent a picture of me winking and puckering my lips out.I made sure my hair was down and covering some of my face, making the picture even better. Laughing I sent the picture and quickly turned off my phone. Trying to avoid explaining my weird and random selfie to the two people I forgot were in the room, I asked Brogan to take me home. Just as I expected the whole car ride conversation was indirectly focused on Zac.

" Love sucks. "

Brogan sighed and stuck out her tongue for dramatic effect.

"Awh Brandon troubles?"

Catching the tone of my voice she instantly blushed and tried to hold back a smile.

"Uh what? I meant in general silly. Like when couples break up. The ones you want to be together forever."

"You're watching the road so you can't see me but I'm rolling my eyes at you."

"Don't get your panties in a bunch, I was speaking metaphorically."

I couldn't help but laugh out loud at her but I decided to play along.

"Well, metaphorically speaking, of course, forever isn't as long as it seems and infinity doesn't exist."

"Metaphorically speaking, no doubt, just because something bad happens doesn't mean it's all over."

"Metaphorically speaking, certain people with black hair and a beanie should lay off the Cinderella stories... metaphorically speaking."

Brogan let out a huge snort of a laugh.

"Uh yeah metaphorically speaking."

Metaphors were thrown into the air the whole ride home, it felt like an English lesson for two hours. Looking at the clock on the wall it was only 4:30pm but I wished it was night time already. I was completely just done with the whole entire experience of that day. Deciding that I wasn't up for the swarm of girls over me asking me how I was so lucky to sing a duet with Levi, I made the decision to just go to Levi's house instead of school. There was bible study anyways and I would finally get to meet Levi's friend Jeremiah. Not only that but I didn't feel like dealing with the constant questions about me and Zac and oddly I couldn't deal with Lori hammering me about our secret plans of forgiveness. It was all too much and since Mathias and Nick were busy and Brandon was hanging with Zac that just left me and my silly face buddy, Levi. I hated the fact my whole life had changed just by one stupid blog. My personality changed and so did my daily routine.

Friendly advice; avoid jealous best friends with blogs. Unless you like being an emotional wreck. Scratch that, a SINGLE emotional wreck.