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43. What am i doing

What was i thinking

What was i doing

What AM i doing

This isnt right

I didnt want this

Ive been shaking

Ever since

This cant be healthy

This feels so wrong

And i know

What the right thing is

Or should be

Its not so clear anymore

Im my best self

When im with you

I wish i wasnt

I wish it wasnt true

But you care

Actually really care

And nobody

Nobody

Has done what you do

For me

I make it through the day

Smooth sailing

And when i think of you

I feel alive

Like a part of me

Was asleep

For 16 years

And now this light

Cant burn out.