Exposed

44. In too deep

I dont want to say it

It cant be true

Its not true

But there is still

That part of me

That is thinking

You are just like

All the others

You arent

But maybe im blind

I dont want to see it

I dont see it

Am i in too deep

To see it?

Im too young

This cant last

Ive barely lived

I cant possibly know

That it isnt

What my future

Holds for me

And that i am

Throwing away

The best thing

I can ever have.