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72. Let me go

I cant do this

I cant

I really tried

I really want to

But i cant do it

Its not healthy

Ive barely stopped shaking

Im always on edge

I dont have an appetite

Im losing weight

I want this

I want you

But it will kill me first

What is that quote

Let it go

And if it comes back

Its meant to be

I hope this is

Meant to be

But i need you

To understand

To let me go

Ill take everything

You ever said to me

And save it here

In my heart

But my conscience

Is screaming no

So one day

I hope to be back

I wont promise though

Life may have

Other plans

But just know

I need you to know

You have done

So much more for me

Than anyone has

In my entire life.