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78. That door

I tried

I went there

Right up to the door

But i ran away

Three times

And i dont know

Why im scared

To just knock

Just knock and walk in

But i couldnt do it.

What is behind the door

That i am

So afraid of?

Just a desk

And a person

Thats all

But theres so much more.

Behind that door,

It could hold my future

The one i want to live

Change

The good kind of change maybe.

Maybe

Maybe i will be bad change

And i wont be able

To go back

Or maybe

What im trully afraid of is

Nothing

Nothing changing

Going past that door

And nothing

Coming of it.