LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO

I THINK I AM

SULLI's POV

I wOke up early that day. Hyun woo promised to fetch me early today. So I went downstairs and eat my breakfast. Eomma and Appa looked at me with amazement. Then I heard the doorbell rang. I saw Hyun woo entered the living room. He sat down the sofa and waited for me.

"Good morning, Ajumma, Ajussi"

"Good morning Hyun woo..."

"What brings you here early this morning?" Appa asked him.

"I am here to fetch Sulli"

"Sulli, what is the meaning of this?"

"Appa, Hyun woo is my boyfriend"

"What?" Appa and Eomma were in total shock.

Appa and Eomma watched us go our way out of the gate. Oppa Min Ho just looked at us out through the window glass. He shook off his head, not believing what he just saw.

"How dare you put yourself to danger like this?"

IN THE CLASSROOM....

Sulli and Hyun woo sat beside each other sweetly. Minho was observing them from behind. When the teacher came in Hyun woo went back to his seat but Sulli kept on looking at him at the back.

"Today, we'll talk about different fears or what you call PHOBIA"

"According to a doctor psychologist, Living with a phobia can be difficult. Fear may come in different situation or object. A person with phobia may find a lot of time worrying or figuring out how to avoid one's fear. For some reason, people with phobia who is already willing to cure oneself on his/her own basis started to come out and find means to resolve it" Prof. Kang explained.

"So, Sulli may have started figuring it out. She knew already about her sickness" Minho said.

"We should know how to deal with someone else phobia. Family must know the situation first. Fear may worsen if the person is unfairly judged and made fun of his/ her feelings.

Disclosing it can be difficult but a necessary step in the healing process.

Friends can help too or can even add burden if not properly addressed well especially when one is unaware of it. It is better to let them know."

"Ajumma and Appa should know it. Hyun woo must be very careful with his actions. Any wrong motive can trigger the symptoms to show up"

"Oppa Min Ho should make a plan to get the necessary treatment that Sulli needed"

That afternoon, Hyun woo asked Sulli to go out.

"Sulli, let's go out this afternoon before going home" Minho heard it clearly.

"Where are we going?"

"Let's eat ice cream. What do you think? " Hyun woo said.

"Yeah, I like ice cream" Sulli smiled widely.

"Let's go" Hyun woo reached out for her hand. Sulli is hesitant to do it. Minho knew it. Sulli began to sweat. Her hands were cold.

"What's with your hand? It is cold like ice" Hyun woo said.

He remembered what happened during the party. Unaware of what's going on, Hyun woo just ignored the symptoms.

Minho continue to pry...

Hyun woo took Sulli in a dark corner and nagged for one kiss.

I like Hyun woo so much. I like his sense of humor and they way he make me happy. He even surprised me with a song during my birthday that made me totally in love with him. Hanging around with him today is unexpected.

But I didn't expect to be this fast.

He pressed me to the wall and bent to kiss me.

To tell you honestly I have fears of getting kissed.

I started to tremble in fear.

I sweat excessively and feel like vomiting.

I suddenly I cried.

My hands are shaking.

I can't hardly breathe.

"Sulli, what's wrong you?" Hyun woo shook me.

Hyun woo put her to rest. He let her sit for a while on the bench.

When Sulli was back to her senses, they broke up right away.

That's the end of a short and sad one sided love story...

Hyun woo left me in pain. I cried a lot. It hurts a lot.