LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO

HE CONFESSED

HYUNG MIN HO's CONFESSION

They planned to see each other right after school. Min Ho just got out from work.

They went inside the Café Tea Ria.

Min Ho ordered two Frotty Lemon Tea...

They are down to their own business...

"What were you exactly doing when you were left with Sulli back then?" Hyung asked.

"We are playing hide and seek" Minho answered as far as his memory could remember.

"Where did you see her hide?"

"I did not find her downstairs. I know, she will not dare go out because it was raining hard that afternoon and she was frightened with the flashes if lightning." Minho exclaimed.

"Where did you find her?" Hyung asked the same question again.

"I first found Hyun woo inside the bathroom. And I kept looking for Sulli. Hyun woo told me that Sulli was inside your room. We are about to get inside your room, suddenly you came rushing with your girlfriend and lock yourself up into your room. The two of us looked at each other, can't figure out what to do.

"But I didn't see any trace of Sulli inside my room" Min Ho said.

Minho continued....

" We waited so long outside your door. But Sulli didn't even go out. We can't even knock your door. Right when you went out your room, we came searching for Sulli and found her dripping in her own sweat inside your closet. She was sweating all over . Her body is shaking as if she had seen a ghost."

Min Ho dropped her head down. His tears came rolling down his cheeks.

Minho was puzzled.

"I am so sorry, Sulli. I didn't mean to..." Covering his face with his two palms and continue crying.

WHAT SULLI EXACTLY SAW ( FLASHBACK)

Sulli saw how Min Young struggled with his brother as the young lady fought back in bed. Min Ho that time lay Min Young in bed and started to undressed her. Min Young kept pleading so his brother would stop. She just saw how his brother threw all the clothes off everywhere inside his room. Panty and bra was scattered on the carpeted floor. She saw two young naked bodies. Then Min Ho while on top of Min Young covered themselves with a blanket sheet. Underneath the sheet was groaning sound and later turned into sob. Sulli didn't see all those weird movements. Continues sob was heard inside, but since it was soundproof no one would hear them outside.

"Min Ho, what if I got pregnant?"

"Then, let's get marry"

"We're still young and you might change your mind. You might still look for another woman"

"Min Young, don't scare yourself with those non sense thoughts. You will always be mine from now on"

She saw how his brother hugged her girlfriend so tight and kissed her passionately.

"I also then realized that Sulli is trying to fight back her phobia on her own"

"How did you know it?"

"I used her laptop once and found out several articles about fear of kiss"

"Fear of Kiss"

"Yes, fear of Kiss."

" According to thearticle that I had just read, it may have several reasons. First, Fear of Touch. Didn't you noticed how that Sulli startedto tremble once she is being touched and acted as if she is being raped. Iremember how she screamed and shouted while watching a kissing scene on tv. Ireally thought she is just acting that time but when she started to cry, I knowsomething is bothering her"

"Really?"Min Ho couldn't believe what he was hearing this time.

"Howcan you explain what happened during her 18th birthday? She faintedin your arms because she was totally scared at you"

"What?Scared of me?"

"Thatnight, while you are waiting for me to hand her over to you, she told me not tolet her go. So I told her to stay on the stage even if I looked like a fool.But when Ajumma accompanied me down the stairs...."

"Heshouted your name and reached her hands... Yeah, I remember that. She can'tbreathe and she went blank" Min Ho cut off.

Min Howas unbelievably shocked with that confession. He had caused her dearest sistera great trauma because of his aggressiveness in bed while making love with MinYoung. The sudden feeling of guilt succumb him.

"Whatdid I do to her?"

"It'snot your fault"

"Hehated me since then."

"Youdidn't mean to do it. If you had known that she was hiding inside the closet,you would have asked her to go out first, right? Philemaphobia, that's how youcall the fear of kiss"

Minhowent home in fear of what he had just heard from Hyung. He lay down in bedstill thinking about it.

SULLI'S RESIDENCE

HyungMin Ho now knew what exactly scared Sulli all this time. Still in deep thought,he walked in the living room blankly. The three of them were in the diningtable and ready to eat. Eomma shouted that scared him.

"MinHo, let's eat"

"He'sout of his mind" Sulli said.

"MinHo..." Appa called but didn't seem to hear it.

"Whatare you thinking?" Eomma shouted and pat him at the back.

"Huh! Eomma...You scared me"

"Youare not with yourself"

"I amtired"

Min Howent upstairs and went straight to his room. He stood up and moved closer tothe closet to change his clothes. As he opened it, he remembered that day when Sullimust have been inside that closet.

Min Hocried in front of the closet.

If hecould just go back to that time, he would have been happier then. He wouldn'tallow things to happen. He wouldn't allow his sister to suffer from hiscarelessness.