I MUST LIVE

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MINHO'S POV



Living a new life... Yes, life with Sulli is different now. This is not a play thing anymore. I am serious about this. I won't let go of her. This began to scare me. These feelings must have developed long ago but I ignored it thinking that it is just part of friendship. I might be mistaken so I was taken aback at first. I thought it was for Sandy , little did I know that Sulli has already dominated my world.



I went home very late still thinking how things happened so fast. I know Sulli would ask a lot of things about Sandy. Should I tell the truth or not ? I don't want her to feel guilty about our situation. It won't help her if that's the case.



I felt so weak. I felt too tired after going back and forth , meeting East and West and then surprised and shocked but didn't gave me a damned .



I woke up late. I didn't put my alarm on. I don't want to be disturbed. I just want to be with myself for awhile and reflect on what happened. Suddenly, tears showed up. I can't hide it. I was totally hurt. I expected so much from Sandy. She didn't dare tell me the truth about her whereabouts and I was really caught unaware. I sulked myself in sadness. I can't help but have pity on myself.



I will show Sandy that could live without her . He struck me and hoping that she will be faithful to me during our separation. I was deceived all this time.



"Minho .Minho ... ... wake up now." I heard Mama's voice outside my room. I said nothing. I want to locked myself inside my room. I do not want to stand up for now atleast. She continued knocking hard on the door. After a while I heard the door clicked.



"Stand there," Shee removed the blanket which covered my body. She sat on the edge of the bed. "What happened? Seems that you finally knew everything. "It seems that I'm the only one who doesn't even now the truth. Hyun Woo must have known it too but give me sometime to find it out for myself.



"Minho, I had always known the truth about Sandy. I just let you find it out for yourself. I do not any misunderstanding between just because I do not agree with Sandy. You know too well that I prefer Sulli for you. "


"Mama ..."  She sat beside the bed and  I went near her. More closer to her . I cried and leaned on her shoulder. "Mama, Sandy was pregnant ..." Tears fell on my cheeks.


"You are not meant for each other. " Mom patted my cheek . "You'll get over her anytime soon . Sulli has the chance to win your heart . Hopefully , you'd like her this time . "


" Mama ... "


" Yes , I really liked her so much for my daughter - in - law . Unless you change your mind to keep her, then , do not you bring other women here . " I laughed and wiped away tears . I laughed with her. She really desperately serious and determined in the words she spoke . It seemed like a threat ...


He did not know that Sulli and I are starting already a new relationship . I thought i was just playing a part of her boyfriend but it gives me a nice feeling of security that i 've been doing well as his real boyfriend. Well, i hope that everything will be good this time.



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