LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO

I AM SERIOUS

SULLI'S POV

Yes, I know for sure that I am serious about Minho. I was just trying to get even with him because I was hurt. How could he lie to me? Well, for an unknown reason... he hid everything about Sandy's whereabouts when he got back from States. Why in the world would he do that? Hey, Minho... I am your girlfriend for your information. This is a big insult!

I heard that Sandy just got married and was already pregnant to her husband Taemin. For sure, it totally broke his heart. We didn't even talk about the details knowing that it would even be more painful for him to discuss things. He hid everything. He didn't say a word. I had been overacting and obviously insensitive of his situation. Don't I care about him. Why would I shut my door to listen first? Now is my turn to help and give him comfort .

For some reasons, HyunWoo changed and always after me. Whoaaa! Change is coming. A lot of changes happened and so are we. I am so tired that afternoon. HyunWoo dragged me somewhere and we had fun.

"Sulli, did you have a great time with me?" Seriously, yes. This is the best ever day... huh! date? I didn't ever think of it as a date. I have nothing against HyunWoo but I can never love him the way I loved him before. That great feeling of loving him doesn't exist anymore. I forgive him . "Yes." I answered and give him a nod .

"I feel relieved. " He knew too well that I am easily pleased with small yet simple things and gestures. Making me laugh, giving silly jokes, singing for me are simple gestures that made my heart flutters but they are just considered friendly-gestures this time. They don't mean a single thing to relive the feelings. I was just faking everything. Using me to get rid of something and in return using him to hurt Minho.

We stood in front of our gate. "There you are, safe at last. Thanks for coming with me. I enjoyed your company. If I had only known that being with you gives me a great feeling like this. Ishould have kept you for a company. Sulli , I want you back."

I am dumbfounded. I can't even utter another word. How could he dumped me easily and then here he is... doing all the show off like a matured person. I can't be easily tricked and doesn't buy his sweet talk . I went gaga over him before and not anymore.

I had begun a life with Minho. (Hahaha, it never crossed my mind, really!) Wake me up before everything turns into nightmare. 

So, I lay flat on my soft Sheraton bed and pulled a clean and fragrant blanket. I put my head on my big pillow and started to yawn and slowly my eyes are drowsy. Flashes of memories are beginning to pile up on my head as if they are scenes on a film strip being shown on a projector or monitor. "I am sorry , Minho. I'll make up to you tomorrow. Don't worry. When I wake up in the morning, I will surely look up to meet you. I missed you. " Then I was put to sleep peacefully.

Cocks begun to crow. 

The dawn is so quiet. 

It is so unlikely to wake up this early.

 Had I been asleep? 

Or rather, did I sleep? 

Did I get to sleep? 

Ah, I don't know. 

Oh Minho... Look what you did.