LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO

I AM SORRY

SANDY'S POV

I was so surprised to see Minho in my wedding . I can't barely describe his reaction. I couldn't cry and plead to say sorry. He was also surprised and shocked. This is too much for him to bear. I do not expect his arrival . I only talked to Hyun Woo about this matter. I know Minho is busy with Sulli so I did not bother him anymore. I have no hurt feelings toward him or even with Sulli. I just have no chance of breaking up with him because our schedules didn't meet halfway. If I could have told him earlier about my decision but to no avail . He shouldn't have spend a huge amount of money and leaving him broken hearted in the end.

Taemin knew that my boyfriend was Minho . He thought that we had broken up . After Taemin's proposal , I didn't think of inviting Minho anymore. I'm pregnant so what matters to me now is that I agreed to marry Taemin . The feelings for Minho is no longer there.

After the reception , Taemin was very tired so I sneak out and took the time to talk with Minho but he made no response. I called him many times but he didn't accept my call.

I send him an email instead.

Minho knew too well that being away from him is another hurting part in our relationship. This has already been planned but we deny that fact that one day, one of us will surely fall out of love. No one is to blame. This is all what it takes in a long distance relationship.

"Dear Minho,

I am very very very sorry. I know that a hundred apologies won't make you feel better . At some point I have disappointed you. I didn't even consider your feelings whether you'd get hurt or not. I had become selfish. I know that distance won't keep us apart because we can make it through Skype. It is just that, I always want you to be by my side. I often told you to come and see me but I know how hard it is for you to leave Tita Maribel alone. My too much dependence on you caused me to fall in love easily to Taemin. I hope you could have the heart to forgive us. I am happy now and I hope you'd be happy for me too. I wish that you may find a perfect partner anytime soon.

Attached files and then click Send.

"Sandy..." Taemin was suddenly awake. I hurried upstairs and lay down beside him. "Where were you?" He asked.

"I went to the bathroom..." I lied. Lest he be angry when he learned that I was still awake because I was making a call to Minho .

"I am too exhausted. Let's sleep. We have to be early tomorrow. " 

Yes , we have to visit his granny in Nevada.

 And it's a long travel to California.

 He immediately fall back to sleep and I begun to wonder if Minho is okay way back home.