LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO

I AM BOTHERED

SULLI'S POV

Minho stayed until evening. The two of us stayed sometime together in the backyard and make time to chat. We talked a lot of things. We made lots of laughs. He pushed me while I am on the swing. I am old enough to even make a scream but I can't help but stopped him. I am still afraid of being pushed too high that I almost couldn't breathe.

"Minho, stop now!" And he stopped quickly. He almost stumble from stopping the swing.

"You're such a baby..." And then he became quiet. He sat beside me and I looked intently on him. I tried looking directly to his eyes but he continued to avoid me.

"Minho..." I called his name.

"Uhmmm..." He smiled at me without any trace of disappointment. He laid his head on my shoulder. I patted his face. "What?" He asked.

"How's your visit? How's Sandy?" But he couldn't utter another word. " Is there anything wrong?" I asked.

"Let's change the subject. I don't feel like talking about Sandy today." He made a frown so I knew something really happened there.

"Is she mad at me?" Minho got worried. I bowed down.

"Why would she get mad at you?"

"She might be thinking that I am taking you away from her."

"Aaahhhhh! Never mind her. I am here to help you. I won't stop until you're okay, so make sure to just follow what your therapist advised you to do..." He is still trying to pretend .

"Why don't you tell me?"

But he kept it by himself. I was alone wondering what might have happened. I was now having a guilty feeling about our situation.

Yes, I am having a hard time now to even distinguish our situation whether things are for real or more on pretentions. I lied. I couldn't tell mom that I am beginning to fall in love with Minho. All this time, he has been a great help to me, wishing that things he was doing is not just a mere help but the other way around. Falling for me too.

Minho is an ideal boyfriend to be exact. I could barely tell now that he was exactly the man I would dreamt to be my boyfriend. Well, for now at least I could say that he is truly a gentleman whom girls would also looked for. He is not taking advantage on the situation but rather he showed so much care and compassion.

If I could only take back what I said....

I hope he didn't take them seriously.