Passion Suicide: An Aisly Addison Novel

Ch7: The Heart Can Only Beat So Fast

"Aisly!!!!!" I heared a call from behind.

"Aisly! I love you!" Alex grabbed me from behind and kissed my cheek.

"Alex! So it wasn't a dream? This was all real?" I asked and carressed her face with my hand.

"Why wouldn't it be? I wouldn't have said anything I didn't mean, even in a dream. I told you dreams are spiritual,  they mean a lot. There are typically no lies in a dream, they are all bound to come true sooner or later..." Alex explained while I sat down at my desk and embraced her eyes and listened to her sweet harmonic voice.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I loved her more and more with every word she spoke. She was such a rare soul, she made me feel whole again, something I hadn't felt since Daley and I started our relationship. It was had to believe that I wasn't dreaming that time... I mean.. how does one find love so easily? So fast... the heart can't repair itself fast enough to fall in love again so soon...

"Alex, you have to stay with Casey, you love my sister, I know you do!" I said.

"But Aisly, can't you see I loved your sister... sure I thought I did... But just because you are twins, doesnt make her you, or the same as, or an equal to you. She doesn't compare. I love you for everything, not just your looks... not just your humor, your intellegence, your personality. Because of everything.

because everything about you, makes you .. you!! I loved her because I couldn't have you."

I had to think for a second. everything was happening too fast. I repeat myself over and over.

"Are you sure I'm not dreaming!? please tell me. Alex, are you kidding?" I began to shake as though I were afraid I may wake up any second.

And just as I thought, I had awoken. There stood Casey, arms crossed with a worried look upon her face.

"Aye, we need to talk. You've been making odd noises and you sometimes speak in your sleep." She said hand now behind her head scratching at all the questions she must have had in mind.

My mouth dropped. As speechless as I was, I pondered at a few thoughts. Did she hear the things I had said to Alex? What KIND of noises were they? I've never spoken in my sleep, or atleast no one has ever told me this much.

"Hello earth to Aisly!?" Casey spoke, annoyed by my silence.

"Wh-what was I saying? What kinds of... noises..?" I spoke stupidly.

"Well I suspect they were more gasps than noises, and you were saying over and over "I must be dreaming, this can't be true" I'm worried, Daley hurt you really bad, and left you questioning the rationality of everything." Casey said with furrowed eyebrows, making loud gulping sounds everytime she swallowed. "The Daley we knew wasn't the real one babe. He almost seemed imaginary the more I think of it. He was all too perftect to be true. Trusting him was all bad. You've got us. Me and Alex are 100% here. Ian has your back too believe it or not. Your my twin, so it shouldn't be hard to find someone who actually cares for, and loves you and Daisy."

Atleast she didn't catch on to my dream. I don't want her to be hurt the way I was, oh my that's just.. not right. I need to get over Alex asap.

"Thanks Casey, but speaking of Alex, have you heard from her?" I asked.

"Not since the night she came over when Daley had left.."