Passion Suicide: An Aisly Addison Novel

Ch6: The sweetest feeling

I woke up in a silent room all alone. My bed made the blinds closed the bedroom door shut. Wearing my day clothes. Wait what? I had my pajamas on last night. Did I imagine everything?? What kind of sick joke is my mind playing. Yes. It was real. It had to be. Despite how much she claims to like me she still denys me. Like Daley and every other person.

I got out of bed and walked down the hall to the guest bedroom where Casey was lying face first into her pillow arms out wide but knees underneath her as if she were in the fetal position. Then there was Daisy at the other end of the bed on her back with her legs on Casey’s back.

I ran to the blinds and for a change decided I’d pull the blinds open and try blinding them awake.

“Wake up ladies there’s work to do and daddy to—I mean daycare to go to!” I said.

“AISLY I’m too tired. GO HOME.” Casey said.

“I am home. You’re with Daisy right now. Not Alex.” I laughed.

“Oh really? Dang. I don’t remember anything from last night, what happened?” Casey said.

“I don’t know. I thought I did, but nothing adds up or makes any sense.” I said. “DAISY!!!!! TIME TO WAKE UP”

“AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!” Daisy screamed and flung right up.

“HAHAHAHA I must be dreaming. That was the funniest way I’ve seen someone make up.” Casey said.

“Mo-homyyy!!!” Daisy cried and ran to me.

“What’s wrong Daisy, why are you crying?” I asked.

“Daddy mommy!” Daisy cried. “He hit aunty Casey and pushed you. Then he tried to hurt me!!”

“WHAT!!!!! I’m gonna kick his ass. What the fuck was he thinking Aisly? You need to find someone new.” Casey said.

“Daisy, this wasn’t a dream??” I asked. It’s not like mother and daughter couldn’t just have a similar dream.

“I think so. But I also remember waking up to daddy yelling at you. And I asked if it was daddy and I only heard little whispers.” Daisy said.

“Do you remember now Casey? I do. But the other part was a dream I think.” I said.

“Vaguely, didn’t I call someone though? YOU were crying. WHAT DID HE DO?” Casey said. “If he layed one hand on you, I will kill him. If he broke you’re heart, I will kill him so slowly he will die to death… Wait that made no sense..”

“You called ALEX. And she tried comforting me.” I said.

“Call her now!!” Casey said. “That’s the only way we will know.”

I picked up the phone and seen the date and time. OH NO. It’s Monday. I’m late for work! Vincent’s going to KILL me.

“CASEY IT’S MONDAY WE’RE SO DEAD!!!!” I said.

“WHAT!? No no no. Amber and Saundra are gonna chew me a new hole.” Casey exclaimed.

“I know. What am I going to tell the daycare?? I’m not telling them my boyfriend hit my sister with a vase and broke my heart. Then I fell in love with my bestfriend and watched her fall asleep then she turned around and snuggled me leading to me finally falling asleep--” I said stopping myself after I realized I had just told my twin sister I’m in love with her girlfriend.

“Yeah, I know It’ll be a—What did you just say?????!!!!” Casey exclaimed.

“I think… HOPE it was a dream… I’m so sorry Casey!!” I said. “Daley completely crushed my heart. Told me he used me for sex, he doesn’t love daisy, He never meant anything…”

“I know she was comforting you and all, but why!? That’s such a bitch move lee.” Casey said.

“DON’T CALL ME LEE!!! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURTS!!!!!” I said. “I’m sorry I liked Alex before you did. I’m sorry I got to the point where I so badly wanted to just kiss her and love her forever. BUT I’m so insecure my little heart wont let me. And DALEY. Such a self-esteem booster right??”

“Sure. I guess. I didn’t know sis. I’m sorry. I forgive you. You need your best friend and sister right now.” Said Casey.

“Thanks for understanding. Can you go help Daisy get ready. I’ll set out some clothes for you.” I said.

“Does my hair look okay? Should I do something with it??” Casey said.

“It’s really cute and curly!!!” I said. “I like it.”

“See I believe you now. You aren’t afraid to be honest. And you’re bi!” Casey said.

I changed into my work clothes and walked to the guest room and grabbed  Casey a pair of leggings and Alex’s dress.

“What’s that??” Casey asked. “It’s the spare clothes I keep for when Alex spends the night.” I said.

“You maybe got a shirt in there??” Casey said.

“Let me check.” I said. I found Alex’s tight blue over the shoulder tee and her Grey skinny jeans. “Here is this good?” I asked.

“This doesn’t look like something Alex would wear, but it is cute.” Casey said.

“It used to be her favorite outfit… It’s what she wore when we first started talking. Well the style.” I said.

“Really? Boy has she changed.” Casey said.

“For the best I guess. She has started to find better friends… Than me.” I said.

I walked to the bathroom and curled my hair. I was thinking back to when Alex curled my hair when we first started talking. I miss those days. Before Saundra and Casey.

“OKAY DAISY, CASEY, TIME TO GO GO GO!!!!!” I called, grabbed my keys and everyone piled into the car.

First stop was dropping Daisy off. The daycare and me had a long talk and they said she only has a warning.

Then I had to Drop off Casey watching her walk in and have Saundra and Amber pulling her in two different directions was very disturbing. I didn’t even want to know whats going to happen to me… I was terrified.

First thing when I got to work Vincent grabbed my arm and pulled me to the side.

“What’s going on Dr. Addison? We are losing credentials here! You’re late. Alexandra is still a no show. Daley quit. Ian is the only one that is acting normal. *Aisly* do you think you can provide me with some help?” Vincent said nearly sending me to my knees. I don’t know what it is about it, but everytime he calls me by my first name I melt.

“Uh.. Uhm, Daley broke up with me and doesn’t want anything to do with us… and Alex spent the night to comfort me… And I woke up alone. Well except for Casey and Daisy in the other room. I don’t know what to tell you Mr. Nigel-Murray…. I’m sorry.” I said.

“Okay get to work. Now. This victim has already been autopsied, and needs to be de-fleshed.” Said Vincent.

I walked to the platform and prepared the “serum” and wheeled the body over to the huge pot of boiling water and slid the body in. Maybe if I’m lucky Alex will come in…..

Last night... Had to have been one of the worst and best nights of my life, if it actually happened... Alex.... and me... It didn't sound logical, but i swear it was so real... It had to have happened. I just need to speak to her, to get the answer to whether or not last night actually happened...