M.V.P ARMY GUIDE TO SENPAI

Letter From Senpai #5

My dearest Kohai's~

It has been a super busy weekend!

For those who have me on SC, you know that it was Wendy's graduation~

I'm so proud 😢

Seriously, it seems like just yesterday she was asking me to play dolls or store with her but now she is a young adult and also...she's taller than me so she's definitely not so little anymore.

Saturday was very busy but I have to say that I'm super proud of her and really hope she achieves everything she dreams of doing and being in life.

Aside from that, on the 2nd I was a bit sentimental...it was already a year that my grandfather had passed away. I believe that my other grandfather's death anniversary will be coming up soon as well.

I'm only left with my grandmother on my mom's side, I never knew my dad's mom...only in pictures.

I know death is a natural part of life but it's the most painful. I don't like thinking about them very much because it makes me sad, it fills me with regret...

Taking those around you for granted then realizing once they're gone...you'll never hear their voice again, you'll never see their smile...you'll never get to hug them or even a simple phone call of "Hi how are you"

It's such an empty feeling...

I just felt so lost.

I couldn't see them before they died, I just had one last phone call and what's more messed up is that instead of being with my family...I was elsewhere.

That's probably what gets to me more.

But, that's another story.

Maybe later on, I'll tell you guys. I really do feel comfortable talking to you all and idk, I feel like when I write these things that some of you do relate and I just feel like it's nice to know I'm not alone.

Ofc, I'm not alone but you get what I mean~

Moving on from the sadness, I have an announcement.

In two weeks, the youth (of my church) will be going to a water park ^^

There's someone I want you guys to meet~

I'll be live streaming for about 10 minutes, it'll be a quick one. Showing you guys where I am and all, so my guest is a he. Haha. He will be there with me ^^

We couldn't do Q&A last time but since it'll be 10 mins or so you can ask all you want~

I'm pretty excited for this since I usually livestream at home.

It'll be great~

I'm going to be announcing it when a day or so before. I really hope a lot of you will join us and have whatever questions prepared of me or us haha. He's a bit camera shy so, that's why it'll be a kind of short livestream 😅

But regardless, I said I'd introduce you guys to him (if you saw the last livestream) so when we're together, your wish will be granted lol

So, I hope you guys look forward to meeting him haha.

Also, on SC someone sent me a picture of a love shrine dedicated to me 😂

I have to say, that this is definitely a first for me 😅

No one's ever built Senpai an altar lmao

But creative, I like the painting. I think they're ducks? I don't know but have any of you built any love shrine for your Senpai?

Curious~

Oh! I'm curious yeah~

By Senpai, I mean literally anyone not me in particular. Because who knows, maybe you have a hot guy Senpai (;

If you do then, I applaud you lol

I'm going to build one for misshobie & taebabes cuz like...I love them obviously 😂

What about you?

Do you have a special someone?

You can tell me~

I won't say anything ~

Kekeke.

Anyway, I leave you with these short little announcements~

Hope you look forward to the livestream ^^

Thank you for all your love & support ❤

I honestly can't thank you enough 😘

XOXO,

K_Senpaixx

Throwback pic, thinkin I looked cute. Smh.