God In Us

knowing myself

Where am I?Am I in a place which my geography and history teachers were not daring enough to teach me about?Is this hell.....?No,hell would be much better.But....am I dreaming..?...No,I'm not

But,who am I?Where are my parents?Have I ever had any?And well... girlfriend?No,I don't think I ever had one!I don't remember a thing...but..wait..that's not true.I can see it in my mind...what was that...red?omg.. that's blood....and guns...swords...yeah,i clearly remember that...I do remember,How clearly I remember that ghost!The ghost that swallowed the whole of humanity.The ghost that made men give much importance to religion than life....The ghost that made men kill men... brother to kill his brother,in the name of Gods which never came for their rescue......Gods which never bothered when that so called believers were shedding their blood....not for them,but for that Gods.To quote Pablo Neruda "A victory with no survivors to celebrate".But,was that a victory?...Whose victory..?.....Yes,the World War three has just ended,leaving me the sole survivor.

But I feel pity to realize that this was not fought for any country,neither was there Hitler this time,this was fought by beliefs,for supremacy of each one's belief......they failed to realize each person one killed too had the same colour of blood,he too breathed the same air as his,the same water he drank,but the only difference was that they prayed to different Gods.If the religion I believe in and the God I pray to force me to hate someone,then I don't believe in that religion and I would fight against that so called God.

I looked around and could see only wilderness.I see the thousands of dead bodies surrounding me,is that me who's dead and they all living or is that me who's living?If it's me ,then I don't want to live a life like this........Why you spared me,God?You could have killed me too.....then why?...
No,I heard no reply,Oh!how could I,it's possible only if there's something like God!

But,isn't this they all wanted,from a rat to an elephant,all animals,weren't they waiting for this,a world without humans....how beautiful it would be for them....a world without the so called Homosapiens,a world in which they could live without fear.How beautiful it will be for them.

The sun is setting and the Angels of darkness are approaching.Aren't they too happy ?Since the ones who has reduced these Angels to nothing,through one of their greatest inventions,bulb,are no more!
"Hey,Sun,you think this is funny,why are you laughing at me? Isn't it I who ought to be laughing,because your heat and fire can do nothing to me anymore?"
"How much heat you have,how much electricity you could produce,it doesn't matter anymore",I shouted at sun,desperately and angrily.
But then the thought struck me,"But....isn't this life? The ones who had the power and authority over me until a few minutes before,the one that had the power to burn me alive a few minutes before,has become a mere dream now,he can do nothing to me,not even in dreams....yes,this is it,this is life,nothings remain as it is,my best friend may be one day my greatest enemy,when I'm happy, thousands will be beside to share my happiness,but when I'm alone,when I'm crying it's only my shadow whom I could trust,because,only he'll will be there next to me."
"Oh,how right Einstein was to remark that one could understand everything better by looking deep into the nature".