I knew I shouldn't have fallen for it.. but I did. That's my own fault, I understand that. But I refuse to be apart of this game he wants to play. I don't want to play. I'm tired of making me feel worthless. I swear that's all I know anymore.
I told him I was thinking about doing something.
He asked me what I was thinking about doing.
I didn't want to tell him what I really was going to do.. So I just told him I was trying to decide on what to draw.
He told me to draw a big powerful dragon eating a unicorn.
I wanted so badly to tell him that I did not mean that kind of drawing. But again I didn't want him to know what I was really go to do. So I said that I couldn't draw that good.
He thought I was only messing around.
I thought back to something I had read when I told him I was going to draw..
He just doesn't get it.
Luckily I'm invisible to most.
