Falling For You (A Seventeen Joshua fanfic)

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Okay first of, I'm so sorry I didn't upload in like 9826795 years ago. School was being a bitch and there was just too much shit going on. But I HOPE I'm back now, uploading on a regular basis. I hope you like this pretty crappy chapter.  

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Jiyeon's POV:

And even though it felt right, it felt extremely wrong. It felt as if the connection with Joshua was still there. Maybe the sadness was gone, but I still felt attached to Joshua.

The mixed feelings built up inside of me, is this really right? No it isn't.. Yes it is.. I'm going crazy.

I was the first one to break the kiss, my eyes gave him a bewildered look. His one confused, yet happy. But he also knew I still wasn't completely over Joshua.

'I..' My lips felt frozen, unable to even open up. Jae gave me this 'I know' look and patted my shoulder. 'I know Jiyeon.. I know.' He was the only one I knew who could have this encouraging feel under his sad voice. I mouthed a thank you and looked down.

The thoughts were racing through my mind. Why do I have the feeling I'm betraying Joshua, even though we aren't even together anymore? Do I love Jae? I do, but do I love him like that?

'Let's go.' Jae stood up and reached out for my hand to help me stand up. We walked out of Jae's special place and went to the streets, and hell did we know what was going to happen there.

Joshua's POV:

'I need to know where she is. I have something to tell her.' With Valerie behind me, I confronted the brown-haired guy. 'I'm sorry, she left in the morning, telling us they won't be back until like 10 maybe 11ish.' Wonpil shrugged his shoulders and shifted his feet, standing in a comfortable way. 'They? Jiyeon and that light-haired guy?' I furrowed my brows. 'Jae-hyung. Yes.' I had a slight unreadable expression change and looked at the people who were passing by. I felt them looking, trying to remember where they've seen us before. I grabbed the Won-something guy by his wrist and dragged him with me into an alleyway. 'People will recognize us, sorry.' He dusted his clothes and gave me a half-smile. 'Nah it's okay man. But why are you looking for her, you broke her heart.' He crossed his arms in front of me, he had a kind of intimidating aura around him. I gulped slightly and tried to look confident as well. 'As I said earlier, I have something to say.' Wonpil looked at Valerie with a disgusted face, causing my insides to turn in anger. 'Why bring 'her' with you.' He said 'her' as if it was venom itself. Don't you fucking dare. 'Because she is also involved in this.' Wonpil's laugh was filled with bitter feelings, his eyes rolled in disbelief. 'This is not her fucking business. It's between you and Jiyeon. I don't know what the fuck you've done to her, but damn she has been a mess the last couple of days. She's finally getting her shit back together. Can't you respect that? Just leave, and never come back.' To be frank with you, my heart hurt when he said she's been a mess. But I also couldn't stand him being a dick in front of Valerie. 'Don't tell me what to fucking do.' He scoffed while biting his lip. 'A guy like you doesn't deserve a girl like Jiyeon.'

And this got me furious as shit. My hands formed intro fists, ready to punch him. He caught onto it and rolled up his sleeves. 'Oh you're so tough. Let's see what you got.' He cracked his neck and his fingers, loosening up for what was coming. I smiled bitterly and if looks could kill, I'm sure mine would.

Jiyeon's POV:

We were quietly walking through the shopping district. He kept a safe distance from me, and I didn't know if I liked it or not.. It felt empty, but it also gave me some time to think. It was very crowded, and people were looking our way. Luckily that was the only thing they did. Now that I remember, I haven't practiced in a while.. I talked to my uncle, telling him there were some 'personal problems', and luckily he understood.