July (Part One): Her Skin Looked Like Silk But Had Been Masked By Vengeance

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I love you all so much thank you for reading...
ON ANOTHER HAPPIER NOTE,
I WOTE A SCEDUAL FOR MYSELF.
I HAVE A NEW JOSHLER UP, SO GO READ THAT.
missed matched(joshler) : every other day
life is but a dream(frerard) : twice a month
adolescent suicide: once a month... oops.
I swear ill stick by this. Okay on to this depressing chapter.


Also!!! ☆trigger warnings☆
mention of self harm

"I cant believe you did this..." I looked down at Erins' arm and I felt tears coming on. We were sitting in her hearse, she said she needed to tell me a few things.

Tattoos covered her arms, bright colours to blacks, it looked so beautiful. Except for the red lines that ran along her wrist and user arm. She got the works of art to cover the scars, but you could still kinda see them.

"I did this after I left. I couldn't find a job, I didn't have money, I didnt even have a house for six months. I lived with this kid named Joseph for that time. He got me a job at the game company he worked for when he found my art laying on the coffee table. I'd been selling it so I could make more. I drew you a lot, but those got sold to more die-hard fans who payed a lot of money." She looked away, I thought she was going to cry, I moved my hand from her arm to her hand. My other hand went for her chin. I made her look at me.

"Erin. Please don't cry. I'm not mad. I'm just upset that you thought about yourself bad enough to hurt yourself. Please dont do it again." Our faces were inches apart. I closed the gap between us. We kissed until we ran out of breath.

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Lindsay was laying in bed next to me, gently rubbing her stomach. She smiled down at it and whispered something quietly.

"What was that sweetheart?" I ask rolling over, proping myself up on my elbow.

She looked me in the eyes and said, "its a girl, Gee."

I felt a wide smile break out on my face. "A baby girl." I rubbed her belly. "What would we name her?"

"I've been thinking about-" Her sentence was interrupted by my ringtone blaring. I pick up the pbone, not bothering to look at the caller ID.

"Hello?"

"Gee? Its Erin." Her breathing was rugged.

"What's wrong?"

"Before I met you, Livi and I had this friend named Cece. She was a sweetheart. Anyway, she was the girl sitting in the coffee shop with me when we saw each other again. Shes been kidnapped, Gee. Shes gone. Theres a ransom note tapped to the necklace her mother gave her. I'm scared."

"I'll be there in five minutes." I looked over to Lindsay and explained to her the situation.

"Cant you handle this in the morning?" she yawned.

"No! This girl could be dead by then!" I said and stormed down out the house.
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Erin, all the girls and I were looking for the adress written on the ransom note. We need to give them Erin and four hundred grand and the girl could go safely. I told Erin I wasnt going to give her up like that. She said she'd do anything for this girl. They had dated for a while, Cece was her her first kiss, and her first love.

"I'm not going to let her get hurt." She yelled after I'd told her for the seventh time I wasn't going to hive her up.

Just then, a blast of something ricocheted off the walls and hit me. I couldn't feel my body, I couldn't move.

"What the fuck was that?" Sha said and looked around. Their was a girl in the ally way. We all saw her at the same time.

She had a pastel pink hair, brown eyes and super pale skin. Her angel bites glistened in the moonlight. She had a look of terror on her face.

"I'm so sorry!" She ran over to me and reached out to me but didn't touch me, but touched around me.

"What is that?" Erin asked. She reach out, touched the layer around me and then quickly pulled away, shivering.

"Ice. I was practicing controlling it." She said somberly."I can fix it." She said as I moved farther away from the gorund.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! PUT HIM DOWN!" Erin yelled. The girl did so. "I got this." She generally blew a small flame out of her mouth so to that the ice. When a hole was made I breathed in a breath of oxygen that I didn't realize I was running out of.

She went around and unfrozen my whole body while the girl with pale skin was apologizing profusely.

When I was fully unthawed, I waled over to her. "Whats your name?"

"My names Jenn." I held out my hand.

"Nice to meet you. Im-"

"Gerard Way. I know" she said as she smiled brightly. I smiled right back.

@IngleTrash welcome aboard! Glad to have you here~p☆

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